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@CalumHood: Your voice...
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@QueenK: Do I know you?
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@CalumHood: Shouldn't I be the one asking you that question?
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@QueenK: Let me guess, since you have millions of followers and fans you expect me to fall for you? This is reality not a fan-fic kid
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@CalumHood: Damn what's up your ass? I was just trying to compliment you
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@QueenK: Thanks for the compliment
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@CalumHood: You know girls would be screaming at their phone if I dm'd them?
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@QueenK: Well I guess you can go talk to them if that's what you want
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@CalumHood: What if I want you?
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@QueenK: You don't even know me.
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@CalumHood: But I know you want me to
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@QueenK: You wish
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@CalumHood:Maybe
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I lock my phone and roll on the other side of my bed to go to sleep but I can't. Of course I know who Calum fucking Hood is. I love 5 Seconds of Summer but if I were to act like a crazy fan he wouldn't want to talk to me. That's why I'm being a bitch.

I walk downstairs in my 2-story apartment and switch on my camera. It's currently 10 pm and I can't go to sleep. I look for an instrumental version of 2 A.M. by Adrian Marcel on my phone and warm up my vocals. As soon as Im warmed up I hit record and sing.

I'm only somewhat "famous" on Instagram because I sing. People comment on my videos with hearts and kisses, none of which stand out to me. I've never been into guys, I'm not lesbian or bi not that there's anything wrong with that but I've just been so busy. Most people don't think Instagram girls have a real career but I do. I work with cancer patients and nurse them.

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@QueenK: I mean....I guess
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@CalumHood: What's your name beautiful?
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@QueenK: Um Kiana
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@CalumHood: Did you really have to think about it?
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@QueenK: Idk I just thought you would've gave up on talking to me by now
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@CalumHood: Oh don't worry babe, that won't be for a while
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@QueenK: Yeah ooookay
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@CalumHood: Well I'll see you later gorgeous, I have to go play a show x
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@QueenK: You know I have a name
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@CalumHood: That's what you are, how I see it is how I call it
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@QueenK: Yeah look at how she walk, mhm she know she bad
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@CalumHood: Do your thing baby, I ain't even mad
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@QueenK: Don't you have a show to play?
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@CalumHood: Oh yeah, I'll text you later babe ;)
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@QueenK: K
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@CalumHood: Don't "K" me.
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@QueenK: K
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@CalumHood: -_-
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@QueenK: Go to your show ya dingus
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@CalumHood: Watch your language, alright bye for real this time
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@QueenK: Bye
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I sigh as I sink down in my rolling chair waiting for people to update on the show. In the meantime I make a strawberry smoothie and watch Dance Moms. My notifications blow up and I check my phone to see pictures and videos from the show. I smile as I see Calum singing and making dumb faces. I've seen them in concert once when they toured with One Direction and they were so energetic I fell in deep like.

I don't know what love is. My parents haven't showed me nor has my ex boyfriend or best friends. I shake the thoughts out of my head at my phone starts to ring. I tap the green circle to accept it.

"Kiana did you see Calum's tweet?" My little sister Maria practically cries

"No, what's wrong?" I roll my eyes at how dramatic she is

"He said, and I quote,'I hope you're the one'"

"And I should care why?" I put my phone between my shoulder and ear as I open a bag of chips

"Because he's your lover! He's cheating on you!"

"He doesn't even know my existence" I lie and hang up.

Calum has always been my favorite. I just hope I don't fuck up my chances. Whoever that girl he's talking about is, I hope I can change his mind. I slowly close my eyes and fall asleep to the sound of my TV and the rain outside the window.

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@CalumHood: Goodnight Kiana x
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