Jealous

NINE

Okay, so lemme make this clear. This book was written a LONG time ago! I no longer write like this, and I suggest you check out my most recent book, What's Really Hood. Okay, cool? Cool.

Brielle

"No Kenny!" I pushed him off of me "You can't be doing this shit, especially when you got a damn girlfriend. Do you have any pride? She's upstairs!"  I exclaimed running my hands through my short hair

"Is it my fault I'm attracted to you? Damn." He said moving over on the couch 

"Attracted my ass. If you really have feelings for me, or even like me as you claim, you wouldn't be cheating on your girlfriend with me!" I yelled crossing my arms

Every time Kenny speaks, it pisses me off. Hell, every breath he takes pisses me off.

"Keep your voice down girl." He said shoving me by my shoulders playfully

I took a deep breath and turned my whole body so that I can face him "Stop fucking around, I need to express the way I feel and you're gonna listen." I said sternly  

"Go ahead." He said putting his hands up in surrender  

"Okay. First off, I don't believe you one bit. You claim you have feelings for me but then again you go and get yourself a girlfriend. How do I know if we ever go out that you won't cheat on me for another girl you told you have feelings for? Imagine how Alexis feels."

I honestly felt like shit. No girl should go through what I'm going through.

"I do like you. And trust me I do want to be with you. I told you I can't because the shit I'm involved with. I don't want to put your life in danger." He said rubbing his face sighing heavily

"That too! Why is this thing so important that its keeping us apart?!" 

"I'll tell you when I'm ready." He said turning straight ahead, slouching in his seat 

"So I'll jut watch you walk around here with your girls?"

"Yeah I guess." He said nonchalantly  shrugging

"We'll I guess ima  just stay jealous." I said rolling my eyes and getting up from my seat.

I walked around the couch heading  over to the hallway closet to get my Abercrombie and Fitch duffle bag.

"Where you going with your stuff?" He said hopping up from the couch and blocking my path 

"Home. Bye Felicia" I said pushing him aside 

I walked over to the door, slipped on my Kds and walked out. All this shit going on when I'm now realizing that Kenny just gave me my first kiss.

Kenny

When Brielle left the house, I went straight upstairs in a bad mood. I don't want to talk to anybody right now. Is it my fucking fault that I care about her safety and shit? If I wasn't involved in this shit, I would've been wifed her up. Why she gotta be so hard headed?

"She's still down stairs?" Angelo asked laying on the bed with his phone in the air.

I looked over at him. All I saw was him in between Brielle's legs. I hope that shit slips out of his hands and slap the fuck out of him.

"Nah, she left." I said dryly

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Ashley and Chris is knocked the fuck out upstairs, Angelo left 10 minutes right after Brielle.

It's about two something in the morning right now and I'm sitting downstairs in the living room with Alexis watching shit on Netflix. I'm not even paying attention the movie, all I could think about is Brielle and what she said. Why can't she understand that I'm trying to protect her? She cant expect me to be single until I get with her. I'm most definitely gonna have girlfriends once in a while, I have needs! But when she was mad and was ranting it got me thinking. She's so sexy when she's mad. I'm gonna wife her, one way or another.

Brielle

.:. Next Day.:.

I invited Ashley over today. She hasn't been to my crib in a whiiile. When I say a while, I honestly mean a while. I wanted to confront and admit some things to her. Y'know get some shit off my chest. Things been bugging me lately and I think I'll feel better if I speak to her about it.

Hopefully after that we can hang like old times. Just wipe the sleight clean. I waited in the living room watching these boring ass Nickelodeon shows and then began to channel surf. On queue, Ashley she barged right in.

I jumped up started, holding my chest tightly "How'd you-"

"Key." She said cutting me off and showing me the spare key my mother cut for her.

"Oh." I said simply

"Yeah, so watchu wanted to talk about?" She asked

She closed the door behind her, kicking off her shoes.  She walked over to the couches and sat in the recliner.

"Yeah, I wanted to confront you about something. It's been bothering me for a while now." I said fiddling with my fingers

"Go on." She said

I looked up at her and wiped my sweaty palms on my pajama pants "How come you aren't so mad about Kenny and Alexis dating, but you was furious about him and Skai."

"Beca-"

"Before you found out about the whole gang bait hoe thing." I said cutting her off knowing she was gonna mention the whole gang bait thing

She paused for a while and it looked like she was actually thinking about it "...Well I guess because she's cool and all. I knew Skai was trouble ever since she walked into that party."

"Bitch stop quoting Taylor Swift." I said bluntly

"Shut the fuck up." She said laughing

I didn't laugh. If anything, my face remained stone straight.
This is not a fucking laughing matter. Why can't people tell the difference when I'm serious or not?

She caught on to my facial expression and began to look at me weirdly.

"Also," I continued "I feel like we're not close anymore. Ever since Alexis walked into all of our life's, everything changed."

"You jealous Bri?" she asked laughing again

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What the fuck is so funny? Why does everyone think I'm Jealous. Jealous of what? More importantly Jealous of who?

"You wanna stay over?" I asked ignoring her question

"Sorry, I'm going to the movies with Alexis."
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Brielle is supposed to be a senior in high school and the rest are freshmen in college. I wrote this when I was barely a 9th grader, so yes the way these characters act and their age are obviously gonna be off.