Jealous

TEN

Brielle

.:.Few Weeks Later.:.

Since everybody basically ditched me, I decided to pick up a little job. I work at this summer youth, where I watch kids and do activities with them. I'm trying so hard not to get attached to them, but I can't! Especially this little boy name Julian. He's so small and adorable. He's only 5 and he's smart as hell for a 5 year old. He told me so much about his family, like he really trust me.

He said his mother been in the hospital for about 7 months now. He never met his father and the only one who take care of him is his older brother, Chad. I've met him several of times, I never looked at him in any other way though. He's cute though. It looks like he's about 17. We never talked, its always hi and bye. It be very awkward though.

"Mrs. Brielle!" Julian yelled after me

"Yes Julian, are you alright?" I asked concerned kneeling down beside him

"My tummy hurts!" He cried out clenching his stomach

"Do you need to go to the bathroom?"

He screwed me. I'm dead! He gave me that 'bitch what?' look. He's so cute when he does that. He then started laughing and shaking his head as I joined in to the laughing also.

"No I don't." He replied

"Well maybe you ate too much candy boo." I said ruffling up his short curly hair.

He looks soo much like Chad; but Julian is much cuter.

"Yeah, maybe I did." He said propping himself on his elbows

"Why don't you go play with Naomi? I think she likes you." I cooed teasing him and pinching his cheeks

"Nah, ion want her. I like you!" He exclaimed

"You'll always be my little man." I said chuckling and patting his head

"Mrs. Brielle, Mrs.Brielle!" Naomi hollered running over to Julian and I.

"Wass good Naomi?" Julian said nodding over to her

I cant!

"Hi Julian! Oh, Mrs. Brielle, my mommy is here."

"Oh okay, don't forget to make her sign the permission slip." I said waving at her mother

"Okay, bye!" She ran off to her cubby to get her book bag then walked out with her mother who just finished signing her out

The room was now empty. I started picking up candy wrappers and pushing in the chairs. I then went to the toy area and put the building blocks, Lego's and the rest of the toys in their bins.

"Can I help you Mrs. Brielle?" Julian asked walking over to me

"Yeah. Do me a favor and pick up all of the wet paintings and put them on the drying rack."

I regret making them finger paint, it's such a mess.

The afternoons pretty much end the same way though. Julian and I start cleaning up after the kids and Chad is always fucking late.

"Julian, do you know why your brother is always late? The building is gonna be closing soon, and I cant have you waiting by yourself boo."

"He says it has to do something with business. He also says I shouldn't be worried about it and worry about my education."

I formed my mouth with an 'o' shape. This little boy is so intelligent.

"You sure you're only 5?" I asked him with my hands on my hips