evanesce 'mc

Michael

I dont know what to say anymore. I hate myself for being like this i just want to give up. I just want to forget and i dont know how. It hurt why did you leave with out a good bye mike i was goong to support you! I was planning on going with you on tour but you left me. When we had plans that we'll be moving to LA mike. Why why would you do this how. Theres so many questions but i dont know how to put it here or if your going to answer them. I miss you and damn it. Im going crazy. I swear i am. And with out you im lost. With out you im nothing. With out you. I dont even know who i am

Youre my world.

And by the time you see this. Its goodbye. Im gonna commit because i cant stand the pain. Nor the thoughts it wont stop. It wont. And i feel so lost and i.

I don-

His phone rang breaking his thoughts.

"Mikey you might wanna run back here" his best mate calum's voice spoke.

"She's awake"

And with that.

He ran.

As fast as he could