Body Conscious - Louis

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Hope you like this one!! this is for all the people who feel overweight but arn't but I am so this is for the people who underestimate their body shape and think they look ugly but they really don't, this is how I feel about myself :/ anyway enough about me.

Enjoy!!!

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Louis:

Your life with Louis was amazing, you had the best family ever, the best friends ever and the love of your life with you everything would seem that it was perfect but there was one thing that wasn't perfect. Your body. Well that's what you thought anyway. In your opinion you had bumps in all the wrong places. The one place you tried to hide the most was your thighs, you hated your thighs. Even the boys told you in an off subject and gentle way that you were a bit over weight. When ever they said these thing you would look into Lou's eyes to see their expression. They always showed love, happiness and just a hint of agreement. You knew that Lou thought that you were a bit plump. You shoved the feelings deep down inside you whenever the subject came up. You just didn't want to hear it.

You had become a lot more conscious of what you would wear lately and what parts of your body it showed like your legs or something. You usual outfit now would be a T-shirt, tracky bottoms, a big hoodie and socks. You stayed in the room you shared with Lou and stayed on the Internet most of the day, reading imagines on Wattpad about the boys and crying a lot over the characters that were prettier than you and most of them arn't even real. That's what go you the most.You didn't want going out with the boys or doing something downstairs with them. You had just become to conscious of your body and how you looked to go down and face the boys. 

You thought that if you didn't eat more than three things a day then your weight was bound to drop. Those three things that you would eat were fruit, whatever was in the fruit bowl you munched on. Louis would always ask you if you were hungry but you couldn't eat more than three thing a day so you always said you wern't hungry and went back up to the bedroom. Louis began to get suspicious about your depressed mood and your eating habit. He would ask you questions 24/7 and it was getting on your nerves.

You had been on your 'diet' for 3 weeks and you were in the bathroom on the scales, waiting to see what weight you were now. The scales flashed a number at you, 10 stone 9 ounce's it was still to much weight in your eyes. You stood there in your underwear staring at the girl that was reflected back at you from the mirror, tear stained face, blood shot eyes that were also red and puffy, running nose and little sobs escaping her lips occasionally. You forgot to lock the door so Louis walked in and stood there stunned.

"GET OUT!!!!!! GO AWAY!!!!!" You screamed at Louis and ran to the door shutting and locking him out of the bathroom. You walk over to your pile of cloths and pull every thing on. You stumble over to the door and slide down it sobbing your heart out into your hands.

"(Y/N) let me in please, can I at least talk to you?" Louis says but the door muffles his words but you get the gist of it.

"NO I don't want you seeing me like this, I'm too ugly for you so go get another girlfriend that's prettier than me, smarter than me and one that you will love with all your heart. Don't waste your time on me, the fat ugly girl." You cry harder the full on cry where you don't breath at all, the heart breaking cry.

"No I won't leave you, I won't I will sit out here 'til you come out of there." Louis says firmly and you can hear his back sliding down on the other side of the door. You stay crying on the bathroom floor for half an hour before you pluck up the courage to unlock the door and face Lou. Hearing the door unlock Louis shoots up from the floor and spins round to face the door that you are slowly opening. You emerge from the bathroom and look at the floor waiting to see what Louis' reaction is. Out standing in the hall Louis attacks you with a giant hug, squishing you. You immediately wrap your arms around his waist and cry on his shoulder.

"Why did you do this to yourself (Y/N)? Why?" Louis whispere's into your hair with tears of his own falling onto your back and hair. 

"Because Lou I don't look beautiful like all the other girls that you could be going out with, I'm just a fat lump that you happen to like for her personality and that's it. Lou I don't want you to see me like this (You gesture to you whole body), massive thighs, chubby belly, thick neck and God knows what else. I don't want anyone to see me like this that's why I've been on my only three things a day diet. To lose weigh and look better for you, me and the boys." Half way through you little speech you head towards your bedroom and collapse on the bed with Lou close behind. You lay on the bed with Louis talking everything over and explaining how you both feel about each other and you both came to a decision. You would start eating again and you promised to start wearing your usual outfits again. Louis claimed that he would tell the boys off if they even thought about talking about weight in front of you.

After your talk with Louis you headed downstairs to phone the boys telling them that you were going out for dinner. Your last phone call was to Niall telling him that you, Louis, Zayn, Liam and Harry were going to Nando's for dinner and that you were going to look different from usual, you and Lou would take a bit longer so he could just order what he usual ate and order Louis anything off the menu. You rushed up the stairs to look through your closet to find a suitable outfit for the dinner tonight. You picked out a amazing dress, it had a sequin top half and black netted material that continued down to your mid-thigh. You added simple black and silver make-up to you face that completed your outfit. 

All the boys were in the living room waiting for you to come downstairs. You slip on your silver and black pumps and make your way down the stairs.

(Y/N) ARE YO-" Niall yelled at the bottom of the stairs but stopped short when he seen you. His mouth was still in a perfect 'O' when the boys came running and stopped short the same as Niall did, mouth gaping and wide eyed.

"OK guys your going to catch fly, seriously." You say blushing tomato red half way down the stairs. The all snap their mouths shut at the same time, Louis climbs the stairs holding your gaze the whole time ans stops two steps before you and offers his hand out to you. You gladly except his hand, intertwining your finger had descend the rest of the stairs.

You have the best night ever with all the boys hitting on you with Lou giving them all evil glares every time. You spent three hours in Nando's talking about random stuff, tonight was the best night ever was your last thought before you fall asleep in Louis' arms.

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