Chapter 14
(Kourtney)
Kourtney: Gee I'm thinking about cutting her loose
Gee: Why
Kourtney: Because I want us again
As much as I try moving on here I am back with my ex girlfriend Gee. I really can't stay away. I mean here I am sitting in her crib pouring my feelings out to her. After talking with her a little longer we kissed goodnight and I knew what I had to do. I went back home and I found Desiree sitting on the couch watching tv.
Desiree: Hey boo
Kourtney: I'm moving back in with my ex Gee
Desiree: Are you fucking kidding me
Kourtney: No I'm not but you can keep the apartment
Desiree: When did you start making this decision
Kourtney: Ever since you told me about Kyle having HIV I mean yeah you got tested and don't have it but I just feel uncomfortable with you now I just wanna be with Gee
Desiree: But I dumped Ariana for you and Kyle and now both of you are leaving me
Kourtney: Ain't no one tell you to leave that's your fault and honestly the way Ariana treats Karla you had a great girlfriend and you dropped her for crazy homophobic dude and me who been going back and forth with her ex for years now but I'm for sure staying with her now
Desiree: I dumped her because she was broke
Kourtney: An now look at her she has a job, money, and a nice home you should have stayed with her she treated you good but I have to start packing but just a little tip money ain't gonna cuddle with you at night and never leave the one you love for the one you like
With that being said I just went upstairs and started packing my things. I heard her slam the front door but she will get over it. But me and my boo Gee been on and off for years now. But no one makes love to me the way she does. I'm just so afraid of being with her and staying because I don't wanna end up like my parents. One moment they were all happy and in love then the next they get a divorce. The hardest thing ever is when I was nine and I watched my mom kill my dad and his new wife; then she took her own life. After that I was raped at ten years old by one of Kyle police buddies and it went on for years. One day I met Gee and I knew she was the one. I ended telling my aunt and uncle I'm gay and they kicked me out. Best thing that ever happened to me. I stopped being around that rapist but I definitely struggled a little bit. I was homeless for a while and lived in a shelter after they cut me off as well. They sent me so much hate mail and was treating me like shit. What finally got them to stop was is I'm blackmailing them. If they continued to bother me I would go to the press and tell them how they are and they're son are HIV positive. That made them leave me alone. But enough about how much my life sucked. After packing up my things I left a note for Desiree. I'm not leaving her homeless; she can keep the apartment and everything in it. Once I got to Gee house there she was on bending knee with the most beautiful ring I have ever seen.
Gee: We had a crazy on and off relationship these past few years together but I just want you to love me. I will never hurt you and I wanted to know will you marry me
Kourtney: Yes I love you
She put the ring on my finger I jumped into her arms and she hugged me tight. This was the first time I ever said I love you to her. I just don't know how to show people I love them. That's why when I feel someone getting too close I push you away. The only person I'm truly close to is Karla. She more than just my cousins; we're like sisters. But now being back in Gee arms my life is finally coming together.
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