Fixing Lexi

Chapter 25

"Lets just do it, we may as well," Michael smirks as he hands me the needle. My eyes widen and a gasp escapes from my mouth. How could he be offering me this after everything we have been through? 

I stare at it in my hand and take a deep breath closing my eyes. I do need this, this would make all the pain go away. Just one more time couldn't hurt could it? I open my eyes again and nod. Michael smirks once again and takes his belt of slowly, his eyes not leaving mine at any time. Why do I feel like i've been here before? 

"This will only sting a little baby, but you already know that," he whispers, his lips touching my ear ever so  slightly sending shivers all the way down to my toes. 

I feel the needle go through my skin and I don't even flinch, the pain is a reminder that this is happening, this is real and we are really doing it right now. 

"Your skin is so beautiful Lex," he mumbles as he leaves light kisses from the top of my shoulder all the way down to where he just put a needle through my skin moments ago. His lips look so beautiful on my skin I can't help but watch the way they move. 

"Why did we do this?" I whisper. We are thousands of miles away from anything or anyone but I still feel the need to be quiet. 

"Why not?" A female voice speaks up from the doorway of my room. I squint my eyes as Alexis appears behind Michael, placing her hands on his shoulders and a light kiss on his cheek. He gives her a look of complete adoration, the kind that makes my stomach drop. Why did I let this happen.

"Did you miss me?" she asks me then continues leaving kisses down Michaels jaw until she finally reaches his lips. They kiss for what feels like forever and I start to panic. What is happening here? How did she find me and why are they doing this to me. No words seem to be coming out of my mouth, I feel like I'm chocking. 

"I have to get out of here," I finally breathe out and try to sit up and get off of my bed. Everything is in slow motion and feels different to any of the other times I have taken drugs. 

"Oh no you don't," Alexis removes herself from Michael and walks over to me. She kicks my stomach so hard that I land on my back on my bed. I cry out and clutch my stomach, tears now streaming down my face. 

"Thats not the first time you've felt the wrath of these heels." she smirks as she shows me the shoes she's wearing. The same shoes as she wore to the party where she and her pack of bitches beat the shit out of me. 

I gasp for air as I turn around to Michael who is just standing watching me in amusement. 

"Please.. help me," I breathe out and he just laughs. "No can do kid," he shakes his head and takes a seat on the chair right next to my bed. Tears continue to fall down my face as I lay there helpless unable to defend myself. 

"What did you give me?" I sob as he shakes his head.

"You don't need to know that Lex, all you need to know is that you will be dead soon," I try to act as calmly as possible. 

I lay down and look straight up to the ceiling nodding as the tears fall down my face. I can deal with this, I can come to terms with it. I always knew this was going to happen at one point and I knew it was going to be because of drugs. 

"Okay," I accept and wipe the tears away, trying to be brave. Don't get me wrong nothing hurts more than the fact that Michael has betrayed me, he said he cared and I believed him. All along I though he was trying to help me and it was all one big set up. I trusted him more than I had ever trusted anyone in my entire life that was my first mistake. 

I love him, that is my second. 

More tears fall from my eyes as I sob. Alexis lets out a huge laugh and suddenly appears above me straddling me. 

"You're a pathetic excuse for a human being, you know that?" I nod and look to the side avoiding her gaze. She raises her hand and slaps me across the face several times. 

"I FUCKING HATE YOU," she continues to slap me and soon her slaps turn into punches and she drags me off of the bed by my hair and onto the floor where her punches turn into kicks. I cry, scream, try to kick her and hit her but nothing works and soon enough I don't have any tears left. My body is numb and I can't move. 

"Come on Michael we have to go now, I've got more interesting things to do than wait on her die," I can only slightly hear her say through heavy breaths.

"I'll be out in a sec babe, just give me a minute." I can see her hesitating.  

She leaves the room and I don't even attempt to move, my body is bleeding all over and I can feel my time is near. 

Michael comes and sits next to me on the floor. 

"You had this coming Lex," he gives me a disapproving look. I nod because I believe him, one part of me was always waiting on this when I started taking drugs but I thought I was getting better, i thought everything was going to be okay again.

I flinch as I open my mouth trying to get my words out. 

"I still love you." I cry again and the tears are endless. I let myself catch feelings for someone and this happens. I should have known better it is no ones fault but my own. 

"Aww," he smiles and ruffles my hair causing me yet more pain. 

"Sorry but I never loved you," he stands up and walks to the door, looking back at me one last time before leaving me to die. And before I know it I do.