5sos imagines (Squad entry)

Insane

Cashton
TheAmazingWorldOfFic
Ik its already over but i need an opinion
This is an oldie but i just wanted to try it:
In this one
Luke had died going mental
Leaving calum to go insane (so a tinny bit of cake)
But before luke died he left him with ashton to take care of him
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Calum

Dragging the sharp blade across the hollow wall
Carving thru the dry paint in the wall.

Dum
Dum
Dum
Dee
Dum
Dum

I slowly think to myself
I turn the corner to the living room. And flick on the tv knife still in hand.

Minutes pass and I have yet to decide on channel when keys jingle at the door then opening at a medium speed to a familiar face.
It was only Ashton. With a big smile on his face.
But it face to the site of me with a knife.

"What did you do?" He says huffing pacing himself checking all the rooms.

A gasp sounds out as he has found my little project.

A bunch of balloons twigs and leaves in the backyard covered in gasoline burning with the smell of molten rubber.

"Calum!!" He shouts coming in from putting out the fire.

I look at him with a 'Yes?' Face

Um and
I don't talk much.

"You are in so much trouble!" He crosses his arms
And walks up to me.

I smile giving a 'I'm sowy look'
But i don't think it's convincing him.
But then I hit him with the puppy dog eyes
Which brakes him.

"Ugh fine! C'mon lets go get ready for bed" he leads me into the bathroom for shower time.

In the shower washing while ashton sits organizing my pj's asking me weird questions like..

"Why don't cows milk chocolate milk?"

And "how come girls have boobs? I want boobs!"

I snicker a bit

Ashton has only heard me talk once in the past 5 years
I don't know if I want to say anything but I want to but the voices in my head tell me not to.

Once I'm out the shower and all dressed up for bed
Ashton heats up last nights  dinner and we snack on leftovers.

I crawled into bed and cuddled on with the blankets.

"Calum!" Ashton coos as he steps into our room shirtless. With his boxers when I see he's holding something behind his back.

I sit up in confusion tilting my head.
When he reveals what he was holding. It's a large plusher Dog toy with a small tie.

My face lights up as I run over and hug the Doll like a four year old. Then hugging ashton placing a small peck on his cheek.
This is the first time I've smiled in a long while.
It feels good.

I want to smile more.

I can see Ashton wants me to, too!

"It's been so long since I've seen that precious little smile." He giggles joining me on the bed pulling me into his chest clicking the tv on.