Is it okay to say we feel pain?
I'm a suicidal kid it's not hard to say
But none of these scars was caused by you
I was tired of my life all I saw is pain
If I had my way I would do it again
I would cut my vain feeling joy with a hint of pain
The way I talk is crazy I know
Sometimes I don't understand my own words
How is it I see the good in everything but myself
I see myself falling apart a broken image
So I don't care for tears
Or for my blood that's on the floor
It means nothing to me so it shouldn't to me
I miss you singing those tunes
I don't mind the nightmares
Those awful dreams
The dreams where you're there just watching me bleed
So keep stabbing me
I don't mind if it is you
Just don't look at my smile on my lifeless face
I don't want you to feel guilt it's not your fault
I should've been more careful
But as I lay here listen to all these sobs
I feel nothing but relief
To know that you're the one who choose to kill me
