The Tomlinson Twins [ON HOLD]

The dark past comes back

Sorry for error (x and this is a TRIGGER WARNING meaning its going to have selfharm , love you x

IVETTE'S POV:

I wake up in Louis' grip, I squint my eyes trying to adjust them to the light. I try to loosen the grip. I groan turning around and smile at Louis face. How his lips are parting slightly. How you can hear light snores. How his lips look so beautiful. His hair all messy makes him look even cuter.

"It's not nice to stare." Louis said interrupting my thoughts.

My eyes widen, "I wasn't staring." I giggle.

"Sure you weren't." He says kissing my cheek and getting up.

I laugh lightly getting up as well making my way to the bathroom washing my face and brushing my teeth.

"Uh Ivette I'm gonna go get ready at my apartment to we can go get breakfast."

I nod, "I'm gonna shower so just come in but knock on the bathroom door 3 time so I know it's you."

He laughs and nods making his way out the door. I go into the bathroom locking it and starting the shower.

"And we danced all night to the best song ever." I hummed as I got into the warm water.

I grabbed the shampoo putting it on my hair massaging my scalp. Right when I'm done I rinse it off getting that scrubby thingy and cleaning my body. Lastly I grab my conditioner then rinsing it off turning off the shower as well. I dry myself off putting on my bra and underwear than looking at myself in the mirror.

"Why do you have to be so fat?" I sigh.

"You're ugly, why would he like you?"

At this point tears were forming in my eyes, I never do this last time I did this was when I started HighSchool and things just got to me. I look at the corner of my eye and see the drawer that has a look on it. I quickly change into my skinny jean and a spaghetti shirt. I go over to my jewelry box getting the key out.

I go back into the drawer opening it an seeing my old "friends": razors.

I close the door behind me and locking it. "Don't do this." I hear a voice in my head.

"I have too." I say.

I grab the razor feeling it's dead cold passing it through my finger seeing its still sharp.

I look at my wrist and back at the razor.

"You're ugly." I say making the razor pass by my wrist making a deep cut.

"You're fat." I say making another one.

"You're worthless." I say making a third cut.

"No one loves you." I say making the last cut.

I look at my wrist seeing its bloody, bloody hell. I go over to the sink cleaning the blood off and putting the razor back into the drawer. I unlock the door and getting what I call my "hippie" sweater since it looks like one which I love since I'm a fan on hippies, also known as Christopher Drew . Yeah he's my idol. (I'm not kidding lol.) I go back to the bathroom brushing my hair and putting on light mascara. I hear the front door open knowing its Louis.

"You ready love?" He asked.

"Um yeah I think." I said running over to the bed and putting on my Toms.

He smiled as we went downstairs as I waved a goodbye to the lady in the lobby and made our way out.

"So were we going?" I asked Louis.

"I thought maybe we can go to this waffle place I know?"

"Oh yah sounds great." I smiled.

I smiled turing around seeing girl coming towards him , how do they get here so fast?

"Louis can we take a picture with you?!"

"Can you sign my phone case?!"

"Sign my bra?!"

"Louis please sign my CD?!"

All these questions were shot out to him.

"Who are you?" A girl snapped.

"Louis friend."

"Oh good I thought you were his girlfriend."

I smiled I didn't know if I should be offended or not, "Why?"

"Just wondering, he wouldn't want to go out with you for all I know."

"We'll he's out of my league." I joke as she laughs.

I look over at Louis as he smiles which catches many girls attention. I smile shyly looking down walking a little further and taking out my phone. I look over at my wrist pulling the hem of the sweater and holding onto it hiding my hand. I scroll through twitter seeing I got more followers than usual. I smile lightly, as I see the girl begin to leave.

"Sorry about that love, now lets go eat." He smiled holding my hand.

A/N: Please vote and follow me im gonna update more often too. Also for people that have selfharmed; stop darling you arent worth hurting yourself. If you are every think of hurting yourself please kik me; Ivette_B69 im willing to help you get over that. I love you guys xoxo