The Tomlinson Twins [ON HOLD]

I can't promise you anything.

Ivette's POV:

We finally get to the waffle place where not a lot of people go into, but still smells amazing when you enter.

Louis grands my waist taking us to a table for two.

"So what would you like love?" Louis says looking up from his menu.

"Oh um I don't know, what are you getting?"

"I'm getting the chocolate chip waffles they're really good." He smiles.

"Then ill have those," I smile back putting my menu down.

"Great then," he says as the lady comes taking out order.

"And for drinks?" The old last says.

"Um orange juice please," I say.

"Ill have the same too." Louis smiles.

She nods before making her way into the kitchen.

"How do you know about this place?"I say trying to make a conversation.

"Well Harry once brought me here since I was feeling down and till now I still remember the directions."

"Oh," Is all I manage to say before the lady comes with the orange drinks.

"Thank you." I say reaching out for my drink.

"Ivette." Louis mumbled.

"Yeah?"

"C-can I see your arm?"

"Uh sure?" I say showing him the other arm.

"No the other one,"

"No." I say sternly.

"Why not."

"Because I said so,"

"Ivette please," He begs.

"Not right here, ok?"

He sighs looking worried and continues to eat. At this point I just wanted to leave, if he sees my arm he'll never ever talk to me ever again.

The waffles finally come, after what seemed like 10 minutes of awkward silence.

I cut a piece of the waffle taking it into my mouth, wow these waffles did taste great. Since I only got one because I really wasn't in the mood after the cut I finished first.

After about 10 minutes Louis finally finished and asked the woman for the check. He left 20 dollars since it was 17 dollars for everything , he grabbed my hand that wasn't cut and we went out. The walk back was quite, I looked over at Louis a few times seeing him frowning and tears in his eyes , which made me even sadder. I couldn't have the nerve to tell him, when he found out I cut, he's going to leave, he isn't going to be here with me. That's what worried me the most. Some fans came one the way but Louis simply responded, "I can't right now, in a rush home. Sorry." I was surprised he never turns fans down unless he's in a bad mood or really need to get home. I looked back at the group of girls who were frowning, I frowned back at them giving them a soft smile, the smiled and shrugged and left. Once we finally reached the little apartments I waved a usually hi to the old lady in the lobby and went upstairs, I unlocked the door shifting my eyes to the side seeing Louis wasn't there, great. I closed the door and going on my bed. I sat there , motionless, with an empty mind. I probably look like hell right now. I needed to get my mind off things so I decide to have some people over you know to lighten up my mood I guess? I looked at my phone looking through my contacts, Sydney. She's the first person that popped into my mind - Should you even call her? She probably is busy with the great life she has unlike you, the thought went into my mind. I dropped my phone on the bed, sighing and laying down.

"I hate my life." I mumble.

I close my eyes forcing me to sleep and it actually worked.

{DREAM}

"You're really that pathetic to cut?" Louis spat.

"You don't know what goes through my mind okay? And it's not pathetic when you're dealing with evil monsters in your head!"

"Oh, yeah because cutting will make everything better right?"

"It makes the pain go away, you bastard! You don't know what it's like!"

I saw Louis hand rise and slap me right across the face, "Don't ever call me a bastard."

I can already tell there was going to be a red spot on my cheek, I held it wincing.

"Get out of my life, I hate you Louis William Tomlinson! I fucking hate you!" I screamed.

I watched as he left my apartment angrily.

{Dream Ends}

I woke up sweating and sobbing.

"Woah Ivette? Are you ok love?" I heard Louis.

I tuned around seeing him standing right next to me.

"How did you get in h-here?" I sobbed.

He came closer to me and embraced me into a hug, "Shh, you left the door unlocked, shh everything will be alright ok?"

I nodded sobbing a little less.

"Now tell me... why did you do it?" He said looking down on me.

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