One shots & poems

Jealousy

(My best online friend amber drew the picture above just for this)

(Sometimes jealousy is like a haziness your eyes can't see through until it's too late and you've already done something you'll forever regret)

Jealousy is a strong thing

It can break through a bond like a twig snapping under your feet

Once it's broken like a shattered plate you can't fix it and trying wouldnt change it

Jealously is a type of greed and envy that can be ruled by wrath ,lust or even pride

It is inescapable and like a infectious disease once it has you in it's grasp it's almost impossible to stop it or get rid of it

It all started one night many years ago

On that fateful day they met

And in the same way it would all end

Hunter and felix had known each other there entire lives

It had only been just them against the world and they've always believed that

They met one fateful night under a blooming tree ,it was snowing and both boys had snuck out to think

The river nearby charming and relaxing them

Without a second thought they both reached for a falling petal and hands touched

An unbreakable bond formed

Now just over 10 years later these two 15 year olds are walking hand and hand towards there high school

It isn't fair to call them gay ,in love yes but anything else no

It was still just the two of them in there own world against the world

In that sense they had never really grown up

They never bothered to pay attention to any one else

Not even the little boy who had been trying to get there attention from the very beginning

A dangerous obsession 
Light fades into a captured darkness that won't stop growing

Leon thought he had every right to hunter

And this is where it all began

The dark seed called jealous that once it blooms and takes hold is impossible to stop and will consume and eventually destroy everything around it

If you let it

It had been a normal day like any other

Or so they thought

Felix had gotten that strange text

Hunter was asked to stay back after school

This was the trap of jealously a fire that destroys

Felix had followed the instructions on the deemed important text very carefully and looked around the familiar place almost confused

"Hunter" he called out

By the time he realised what had happened ,that he had been tricked it was already too late

A heart full of hate and pain
Wanting nothing but truth and love

Hunter was worried and as he sat across and listened to Leon he looked shocked

Each word that left his mouth vial and unthinkable

Mere seconds passed from his words and then he had smashed his face into the desk

"Where is felix" he screamed

Was he already too late

Jealousy is not love but one of the purest forms of hate and desire moved together

You can not love someone with a jealously so deep

He had run the entire way there leaving a wounded Leon behind

But by the time he got there his worst fears had come true

Alone once more
Despair grows and so does hate
Fueling the jealous rage

Felix was lying on the ground ,clothes tattered ,white and red everywhere ,his face and body completely bruised

Pulling him to his chest he held him close crying

To think this had been where it all began a glance up to see that same tree

A life had started
A bond had formed
It couldn't end

The knife he was stabbed with lay nearby

He held felix close and without a second thought drove the knife though his chest

More red mixed with the pure white snow and he held his love close

Hate drains into madness
Seeing a lover leave by choice

Leave this world
To win a fight in another
With his very own lover

Following a forbidden story into the underworld

Life fades into death
And death into eternity

An eternity together

All the while Leon watched in contempt

This is the price of hate

A poised black heart

Two body's lay tangled together in fallen snow

Always together
Once again there bond unbreakable

Locked hearts forever locked free together

This is

The consequences of such a sick routed jealousy