Behind closed doors (On hold)

No Control...

"Cmon leah lets get you home" he said as he slowly led me out of the bathrooms, I followed slowly behind him and frowned at the thought of what could be at home when I arrive. Once we were halfway to my house I paused in the middle of the street "Um Princeton I-I can get home from here" I said looking down 

"I know but im walking you all the way to make sure your ok" he said smiling 

"o-ok" I stuttered 

As we arrived Princeton walked up to the door with me and rang the door bell "Leah is anyone at home?"  "Uh my brother or d-dad might be at home" just as I said that roc arrived at the door with a frown on his face "Leah where have you been?" 

"Im sorry, she has been with me,I hope you dont mind" Prince said as he smiled and took my hand  

"hmmm " roc grabbed my wrist and pulled me inside of the house "Bye Princeton" 

"Bye leah"

"Roc what was that for?" 

"Leah are you fucking crazy bringing a boy back to the house like that, dad would've killed us if he saw that boy outside, you know what Leah that was extremely selfish and I cant beleive you would put both of our lives at risk like that!!!" roc said whisper shouting 

"I-I-im really sorry h-he wouldn-" 

"STOP LEAH! I dont want to hear it okay"

I put my head down and ran up to my room, as I entered my room a shiver ran across my body and I slammed the door shut, the voices came back again and I bashed my head into the wall "just stop, just stop, I Hate you I hate you!!"

"Theres no point in crying anymore I cry to much, from now on I wont cry" I said as I kicked the wall to release my anger

"leeaaaahhhh!! Who are you talking to??" it said as it took over my mind

I sat down on the floor beside my bed and breathed deeply "Im talking to you okay, you really dont scare me anymore"

"Oh I know, but what I do is get into your mind, I make you soo crazy that you start doing things that could one day push you right over the edge!!" and with that it disappeared

"You think your so clever you think ur gonna push me over the edge well your wrong your not going to okay your...your not!" I took a deep breath and noticed I had 4 missed calls from alisha, I picked up my phone and called her...

"hey alisha, uuhh y-you called" 

"O thank god, I thought you did something dangerous, so im on my way to your house" 

"No! No! alisha go back, you cant come here!!" 

"Why? Im already outside" Just then the doorbell rang, I ran downstairs to find alisha being welcomed into the house by my dad, roc was just standing there and watching in shock "H-hey alisha" 

"Hey leah are you okay, you seemed abit..." 

"No i-im fine, do you want to come upstairs" 

"Well alisha if you need anything dont be afraid to ask" dad said as he played his scripted role I smiled and played along as I walked up the stairs with alisha 

As we got into my room I sat down on the floor and played with jessica "Ugh Leah what's that?" she said moving a far distance away "Its-Its Jessica, my best friend" 

"Haha very funny we all know im your best friend okay so stop playing about" 

"aagghhh" 

"Leah, leah!! What wrong whats happening??" 

"Aaaaggggghhhhhh!!!! I-I cant breath" 

I clutched onto my chest and let go of jessica, suddenly everything stopped, the pain...the noise...the lack of air...everything went back to normal Well thats what I thought...

"Leah why do you have a knife in here?" she said becoming abit unsteady, suddenly something came over me and I couldnt stop it, I tried to fight it but something was beggining to control my mind and body

"Cmon Leah,im taking you to a doctor" 

"How do you know my name?" 

"W-what do you mean what are you talking about Leah?" 

"Who are u stop saying my name!" 

"Leah stop this im not finding it funny!!!" 

"I said stop saying my name, just go away whoever you are just leave me alone!" 

"Look I dont know what's happening to you Leah but, im going to help you,but you have to stop joking about" 

"Joking about what" I said grabbing the knife from Jessica's hands 

"Just stop your scaring me leah" 

"I told u to stop saying my name!!!" I said moving back 

"Fine just stop this put the knife down please" she said her hands shaking 

"NO I DONT KNOW WHO YOU ARE SO STOP TELLING ME WHAT TO DO!!!" 

"Leah im ur best friend, its alisha I've been ur best friend since we were 4yrs old WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING!!" I could see tears in her eyes 

"U SAID MY NAME UUUUGGGHHHH" I screamed and gripping the knife harder I pushed it into her chest...