Behind closed doors (On hold)

What happened...

My heart pounded as I began breathing louder and louder... "You shouldn't of said my name bitch!!" Suddenly everything stopped and I fell to the floor beside her.

Moments later I woke up and looked to my left to find Alisha's body laying in a puddle of blood "ALISHA!! ALISHA!! Wake up! Please wake up!" I shook her body viciously to get her to wake up "Why aren't you waking up??"  I was screaming so much that it startled Roc who was downstairs "Leah!! Leah what's wrong?" My heart was beating so fast it felt like it was going to burst out of my chest and I was trembling over my words due to the fact that I was crying so much. Roc bursted into the room and stopped at the horrible sight of Alisha's limp body spread over the ground covered in blood, Her eyes and mouth were wide open and blood was dripping from her chest to the floor. The knife was still in my blood covered hand as I looked over to my hand so did Roc and he noticed the knife he stepped back and ran downstairs to the phone "No no Roc I didn't it wasn't" I was gasping for air I didn't know what to do my mind was going crazy and all I could think about is how much Alisha has been there for me and now look at what I've done, I dropped the blood stained knife to the ground and hovered over Alisha's body "I'm sorry I'm so sorry I'm sorry I'm so sorry" I kept repeating the same words over and over again my hands were over her chest trying to get her to wake up but she wasn't waking up her eyes were open but she wasn't talking to me why wasn't she talking to me "I'm sorry I'm so sorry I'm sorry" I screamed beside her. The paramedic walked in and stared at the body he then looked over and noticed that i was saying "I'm sorry" he walked over to me and quietly whispered "She's gone"

I screamed as loud as I could to block out anymore lies he may say to me, I don't believe him she's not gone she's not she'll be back I did not kill her I didn't. There was more of them now they were taking her body away "goodbye" I whispered as I sat in the corner of my bed with my knees to my chest, I started hitting my head onto my knees causing a sharp pain to develop "Excuse me miss your under arrest" A tall hench man in a police outfit grabbed my arm and pulled me up from my bed he handcuffed one of my wrists and struggled to do the second one "Noo!! You can't arrest me no!! Please no I haven't done this it wasn't me!!" I cried attempting to get away from the men trying to hold me down "Roc help me please"

"I-I I'm sorry Leah" he looked down and moved away from the door. My whole world went silent and everything was moving in slow motion, My brother who said he was never going to leave me has just called the police on me, at this point I stopped fighting back and just looked my brother in the eyes I can't believe he's done this!

Roc's POV

She's being taken away and I'm not doing anything about it for some reason I felt like something was stopping me I wanted her to be safe and I figured that now that dads back the only way she would be safe is if she is away from him. As they were taking her away she suddenly stopped fighting them and my eyes were drawn to hers, she looked at me and all I could see was pain and disappointment in her eyes. What have I done?