Dan's Little Angel

chapter 8.

(Dan's p.o.v.)

Couldn't take it anymore. The fire that burns in my stomach when I talk to phil or when he's hurt is a lot more than feeling bad I never felt bad for someone when I bullied them.

But Phil was different.

I'm not sure what to say to him. I just need him there. I need him to be with me.
It sounds a little gay but he's my friend now and I would do anything for him right now. I don't know why when I have only met him today but his little smile made me smile and his laugh makes me laugh I just feel a pit in my stomach when I'm around him. I never realized how much I needed him or that hug today. I knew it was to help him, but I never felt like that before.

I never felt a real hug. I've had a hug. But never like that. Not where I realized how much of a dick I am. Or maybe was.

We talked for a bit and decided to skip the rest of school to go to my house so I can talk to him. As a friend.

A real friend.

Does he even want to be my friend. Probably not compared to what I did.

The drive to my house was so quite You could hear a pin drop. I REALLY didn't want to be awarked but I couldn't help it.

(phil's p.o.v)

When we got there he unlocked the door and talked a little. It wasn't as uncomfortable it wasn't like we kissed we just had a friendly hug in the bathroom. So it wasn't to awarkd after the car ride. His dad and mom were at work. So it was a lot easier to talk all alone. He showed me his room it was small with posters that listed My Chemical Romance but mostly P!ATD. I FRICKING LOVE
P!ATD. and as soon as I saw the posters I broke out in a big grin.

"Yessssss." I knew you would love
P!atd. He said while jumping up and down.

"And how would you know that Howell."

"You just look like a Brendon kind of guy"

Ok it might be true. I love Brendon.

He gave me a poster that said Brendon Urien and I was acting all weird for no apparent reason. I was just happy. I had a friend. Dan actually cared and he wasn't going to tell my secret. I trusted him. A person I only knew for 3 to 4 hours I trusted SO much. I felt weird when he touched my arm or when he stared into my eyes. I guess it was side effect to having a person in your life that wasn't there to hurt you but to help. I got to get to know Dan a little better. He was kinda of a nerd and I found it cute How he act's a different way for school. He was a little goof ball that made me laugh ever 3 seconds with unnecessary "your mom" jokes and how he said he is lit-tra-ly trash. And during that time we where hanging out I felt like I belonged and I wasn't juged. I loved hanging out with Dan. His "supposed to be important talk at his house." ended up being a crazy video game party with just the two of us playing p!atd and some songs I have never herd of witch was prob My Chemical Romance. I never felt happier with him by my side.....

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I think Dan's are more than friendly feelings. I wonder if Phil even thinks as Dan more than a friend. And what's going to happen at Dan's house. U guess the world will never know.

AllRIGHY I luvs you guys.

Byeeeeeeee