I have a big problem. I'm starting to have feeling for someone I done even know! And that's scary.
I feel like I can't go ask for advice, because what would you say?
"Oh, hey Jack I need advice. Why you ask, because I like this boy that I don't even know. But that's not the worst part, I don't even know his name or what he looks like. Okay advice?"
Yeah, I don't think that's going to work. Maybe I can talk to Harry.. I mean we've been talking a lot. And he's really good with words, almost to good.
I grad my phone and call him
"Hello?"
"Hey Harry."
"Ohh hey Lilly. What's up?" I can tell he was surprised it was me
"I need someone to talk to." I mumbled
"What's up? You can talk to me whenever you need to." He said a little to loud
"Do you maybe like want to come over? And like hang out? I mean if you don't want to that's okay. I'm just going to ..." I wasn't able to finish because Harry interrupted me.
"I would love to hang out with you. When would you like me to come over?" I can just tell he was smiling by the way he was talking
"Umm whenever you can."
"I'll be there in 10 minutes?"
"Okay I'll see you in 10, Harry. Bye"
"Bye Lilly." After that he hung up
And to say I was smiling like a idiot was an understatement. I can't wait for him to get here. Looking down at my outfit, I'm still in my pjs. I run up the stairs into my room.
I change into some leggings and a sweatshirt. I don't want to feel like I'm trying to hard. But why would I need to? I mean it's just Harry, right?
Oh my god I think I like Harry! He can't come over what am I going to say, or even act? I grad my phone real fast to tell Harry I couldn't hang out but that's before the doorbell rang. Harry!
I run to the door, sure enough it was him. I take a big breath and open the door.
"Harry." I smiled at him
"Hey, Lilly" he looked up from his phone. I step to the side so he can come in.
"So what did you want to talk about." He asked going to the couch.
Oh god what am I going to say. I can't tell him! And now I think I like him. Life just hates me.
"Ohh I see, you just wanted to hang out with me?"
"You caught me. I'm just really board! You saved me." I said, putting my hand over my head.
Yeah, I can't tell him I like this guy I don't even know and I think I'm starting to like him. God why is this so confusing?
"So what do you want to do?" Harry asked getting comfortable.
I look at him and smile, "Do you want to watch a movie?" I asked
"A movie hum I like I idea."
"Good." I smiled, "what should we watch?"
"James Bond!!" I said maybe a little to loud
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