Love Come & Go (Urban)

Chapter 14

*Tasha*

~ 4 months later|~

It's been 4 months since that Sophia girl resurfaced in Jermaines life. I have reason to believe he is cheating on me. We have been becoming more and more distant every day. He may not realize it but I do. Lately he has been spendin more time at the trap and with Sophia.

Everytime I try and talk about it he just sucks his teeth and storms out the house. Today he gets his house back and he is packing his stuff. I am 9 months pregnant and due anyday now. He doesn't even hold me at night like he used to when he comes home from the trap. He comes home and goes straight to the guest room. Anthony & the crew have Been here for me tho. School has ended and will be starting back up in a couple months. Anthony & Jasmine had their baby boy. I can't lie my nephew was the most handsomest thing ever. He was born Kobe Anthony Felton. 6lbs 4 oz 19inches

I decided to take my first semester online and go back to campus for the other 3. I cry myself to sleep every night thinking about my relationship. I mean for fucks sake his phone rang while he was in the shower and I looked at it. It wasnt a female or nothing like that but when I told him he flipped the fuck out talking about I need to kno my place not looking at his phone

I'm done crying over him tho. I've confided in the crew and out off all people, the twins have actually been there for me the most. James told me he has feelings for me and that I don't deserve to be in a relationship with Jermaine. I ain't gon lie if I was a cheater I woulda been fucked James. Not because he there for me or I'm horny all the time but because he's sexy as fuck and hes the perfect man.

There has been times where I was so close to having sex with him just by how we look at each other. He holds me when I need comforting and when he does I feel chills down my spine. He looks me in my eyes and I see love behind his. Sparks fly. Idunno if its love or lust but I love the way it makes me feel

" you gunna fucking help me pack or sit there?" Jermaine said with attitude. I looked around the room as if to say 'who the fuck are you talking to' I just shook my head

" Natasha I'm fucking talking to you" he said sternly

" Jermaine I am 9 months pregnant. This baby you kno your seed is due any minute so please don't come at me with bullshit"

" I swear I don't even kno why I try with yo ass" he mumbled and sighed. That's when I lost it. Tears were streaming and I was furious

" you don't kno why you try with me? No mutha fucka Idunno why I try with you. You bitch and complain more than me and I'm the one pregnant. I'm carrying your fucking baby and ever since that day Sophia came back in your life you been different. I cry every single night and yeen know it. Sometimes I just need you to hold me and you off riding around town with Sophia. Nigga I walk outside and I get stares and hear people whispering. I thought I had it good but they really laughing at me saying 'if she only knew' you talk to me like you dont even care about me anymore.you got bitches texting your phone all fucking hours of the day." I was crying uncontrollably and this stress isn't good for my baby

" imfucking scared Natasha "

" scared of what nigga the baby?"

" no not the baby. Of this feeling you give me I ain't never felt it before and I don't kno how to deal with it. Spending time with Sophia I thought would take my mind off you but it don't"

" jackass that's called love. But you not supposed to hurt the people you love. I've been crying my eyes out over you. You have a pregnant ass girlfriend and your out smiling In some bitches face. I didn't want this I will never regret the son I'm having but I'm not ready for this. You fucking chose this for me. I used to think we would get married eventually, you think I just wanna be your baby mother? Nigga I'm 18 years old you supposed to hold me down and you have another man holding me in his arms when I'm crying over you Jermaine."

He didnt say anything. He just pulled me into a tight hug as tight as my big ass stomach could allow. Then I felt a sharp pain in my side and I winced, held it in pain and scream

" what's wrong baby you good?"

" get the- get the baby bag"

He got the baby bag by the door and came back to help me walk. I was crying even more because of the pain. We finally got downstairs I put on my Adidas slides and we were out the door. Jermaine was driving at a medium pace. We got to he hospital and I felt like I would die

" my girlfriend is in labor" Jermaine told the receptionist. She nodded and went to get me a wheelchair. She handed Jermaine scrubs and he screwed up his face real ugly. She wheeled me back to a delivery room and got me settled. She said that I was only 7 centimeters dilated. I nodded and I seen Jermaine walk in the room in scrubs. I laughed at the sight. He walked up to me and wiped my million and one tears

" Natasha Felton."

" yes Jermaine Mcdaniels"

" I love you "

" I love you too Jermaine"i said honestly. I smiled but then winced at yet another contraction

" I swear to fucking god you are never sticking your dick in me again"

" remember that next time you want this work from daddy" I hit him and continued to cry out in pain. I told Jermaine to call our family after the birth. He said okay

~ 14 hours later~

Who woulda fucking thought it would take 14 more hours to dilate 10 centimeters? I'm just finally happy to have this baby out of me.

" okay Natasha it's time" my doctor told me. Jermaine gave me his hand peeking under my gown. He looked like he was about to throw up

" 1-2-3 push"
I pushed as hard as I could

" more Natasha"

I repeated this squeezing onto Jermaines hand like my life depended on it

" okay okay we see a head. 2 more big pushes Natasha"

I was sweaty and out of breath but I managed to do 2 more pushes. Then I heard it. His beautiful cry.

" congratulations you guys had a healthy beautiful baby boy" the doctor handed him of to the nurse to get him all fixed up for us. I sat there panting for breath. Jermaine took off his scrubs and walked up to me and planted a kiss on my sweaty forehead then on my lips

" thank you so much baby. I can't believe imma daddy"

I have him a weak smile as the nurse returned with our baby and another nurse had a clipboard in her hand. She handed our son to Jermaine first and he immediately stopped crying but then Jermaine started. He thought he was low tryna play it off with a smile

He seemed so happy with his son in his hands. He cried and have him a kiss on his cheek. The crew walked in and gawked
" daddy's here" Jermaine whispered to his newborn son

The nurses looked on" have you guys thought of a name?"

Jermaine gave him to me and I could feel my face light up. He was so beautiful. He had really chubby cheeks and legs that you just wanna eat up with already full pink lips. A head full Of hair. I could already tell he gunna be a heart breaker like his daddy.

" Josiah Xavier McDaniels" Jermaine stated proudly.

The nurse wrote it down and gave us a copy of his birth certificate.

" okay congratulations parents
Josiah Xavier Mcdaniels born July 31. 8lbs 6oz 23 inches. To Natasha Felton & Jermaine McDaniels"

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KARIS TO THE SIDE 

- Jermaine better get shit together -_-

- awwwww the babyyyyy

- be ready for drama

Love ya - bri xoxox