i hate how pathetic i am

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this isn't gonna be long cus im really antsy and tired. not that anyone gives a shit I just idk. I hate myself so much like so so much I hate my body, I hate how I just say shit without thinking sometimes, and I hate the grades I get. It's just really hard man. I just hate it. I wish I would snap my fingers and magically fucking change my life. I haven't done shut my entire spring break cus I have one fucjing friend who I'm not allowed to talk to. Life just really sucks ass rn. Not that any of this matters to anyone reading this. I hate how hopeless and how clingy I am too. I want affection constantly and there's no one there to give me affection. Honestly, I don't even see how my best friend is still friends with me I'm so clingy and annoying yikes. I don't see how everyone doesn't hate me but whatever. peace.

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