Book Of Poetry

That One Special Girl

Is that you I hear

Is that you my long lost dear

Are you the one tapping on my window sill

Are you the one breaking nights still

I've searched for you for many years

And to think I've found you here

Tapping on my window pain

In the cold and gentle rain

I must get up to look through the glass

And hopefully find you at last

I want to see your face again

So beautiful both now and then

Looking through the filthy night

My nightmares have come to life

For I will not find you here

Only your ghost will appear

I need to find you before I weep

So I can put you softly to sleep

I don't want you to see my tears

I've kept them hidden for many years

Please please forgive me my dear

I can no longer hide my tears

I wish not to worry you

But maybe you feel the same to

Why why why did you leave

I'm all alone and left to grieve

Your memory still in my head

But now I sleep in an empty bed

Even though I search for you

I should have picked up the clue

There's no way I'll find you here

You are hiding no where near

One day I'll join you where you are

Even though you may be far

When the stars are aligned

The night I wish to say good bye

I feel my tears are drying now

And I no longer feel so down

Knowing that I will find you

Leaves my feelings all a new

I will climb the mountain today

To visit where your body lay

I came with flowers so pure and white

To remember that you lost your fight

But I will keep your final wish

Because you got one final kiss

You told me to make it through the night

And never give up my fight

I never told you I love you enough

I always came off as a little gruff

But you were my entire world

You were that one special girl

-Ashtin Dee Harrison