L-O-V-E

Love left him!

Days have passed without knowing that you already left . . .

No calls from you, nor any text messages!

I thought WE could fight our love even if we're apart . . .

But I was wrong. I was the one who ruined everything . . .

My heart was longing for you, and I couldn't take ,you, being away from me.

It's soooo dramatic, isn't it?

Every night that I had, I was wishing for you to be here beside me..

I shed all my tears, but nothing happened!

My sadness killed me, so I decided to cut the relationship we had.

It's a crazy, dumb, and selfish thing I've ever done.

Now, I lost you! ..

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You lose someone, and another will come.

That's how life is.

Sa ngayon, all I want is for you to be happy!

Happy with someone who really deserves you.

All I know is that I'm not that person...

Masasaktan lang kita! Mas okey na rin to noh..

Naguguluhan na rin naman ako sa feelings ko for you ee...

I'm not so sure, kung ganun pa rin ba yung feelings ko for you...

But I'm very happy na naging part ka ng buhay ko!

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Wala kang text or chat sa facebook . . .

Busy ka lang di ba?

Or are you trying to avoid me?

Maiintindihan ko naman kung yung last question ko yung real reason kung bakit di ka nagpapa ramdam..

Sino ba ko sayo? Isang hamak na EX lang naman ako.. As in ... X .. Means wrong choice, not the right person, or isang malaking X lang talaga..

Kaya nga EX di ba? Pag naging EX mo na ang isang tao para sakin.. ibig sabihin nun, hindi siya yung para sayo!

Bakit mo siya magiging EX kung siya na talaga? Isa lang siyang yan sa part ng trial and error ng buhay! Ibig sabihin lang nun, CROSS-OUT na sya sa mga right person for you..

Kaya nga, sa tuwing nakikita ko siya online sa facebook.. palagi ko pang iniisip kung IChat-chat ko ba sya o hindi!

Wala lang, kasi.. parang ayoko na siyang guluhin! Enough is enough nga di ba?

And iniisip ko rin kung nakikita niya kong online! Kasi naman, di man lang ma-try na I-click yung pangalan ko sa mga online friends niya! Kahit man lang ba.. "HI" or okey na rin yung .. "." Kahit tuldok lang.. Para lang malaman kong naalala niya ko..

Pero WALA EE.. Talagang kalimutan-effect na to..

Buti pa nga MOTHER niya ee.. Naiisipan akong I-text.. Hays!

Wag na kasing umasa.. ONCE in a MILLION ang chance.. Or kung hindi pa ako ang magparamdam! Hay..

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