*WARNING! MAYBE TRIGGERING FOR SOME!*
You and Mark had been together for over 3 years now.....but lately thing's haven't been going well. Mark hardly talk to you he's distant with you no matter how many times you try he doesn't want to know.
You go to bed alone at night with tear soaked cheeks. Your thoughts are all over the place.....*Does he even love me anymore?* When he finally comes to bed at night he doesn't cuddle you anymore like he used to....You knew next week he'd be going to a convention so you thought a break might do it.
You said goodbye to him he just walked away. You had your bags ready you got into your car and took a three hour drive home.
The song 'Spaces' came on shuffle off of your iPod. You felt the tears start to fall as they sing.
'The spaces between us
Keep getting deeper
It's harder to reach her
Even though I've tried
Spaces between us
Hold all our secrets
Leaving us speechless
And I don't know why'You got to your parent's home and you had told your mum everything a few nights ago and she said it would be best if you came home.
You went to your old room on the top of the stairs....You got on your bed and cuddled up to your scent free pillow all it smelt of was various washing powders. You cried to yourself you didn't want to but a month ago you broke a promise to him. You picked up a blade for the first time in three years....it felt good against your skin it was release from the pain that you were going though.
One cut
Two cut
Three cut
Four. It was good.
Everything around you was blurry but you didn't care. As you laid on the floor your head went though every memory you had from both your childhood and teenhood......and all that was left was Mark and yours. How you'd sit for hours talking about you future and kids and getting married and how much you two loved each other and how when you grew old together you wouldn't leave their side. You felt a single tear fall down your face as you waited for it all to drift away.
You wake up....in a unfamiliar room. The faint sounds of beeps could be heard you were weak you couldn't open your eyes enough.
You seen black stilettos of what looked like people until you blacked out again. You woke up again this time your eyes fully opened....The people at the end of your bed were gone.....you hear faint sobs from one side of the room. You look to your side to see him......he was in a chair by a window crying......was he crying for you? Or was it cause he was guilty?
You slowly fell back to sleep.
"Wake up Y/n c'mon Y/n i know you can!" You hear a voice faintly. Your body was becoming limp.
"Why isn't she waking up!" Someone yelled.
You slowly woke up feeling someone's hand in yours......you look to your right to see him you smiled weakly at him.
"Mark..." You manage to get out.
"Y/n?" He got up in flash.
"I love you..." You feel a tear fall down your cheek.
"I love you more baby! Please stay with me!" He begged as he cried.
"But i feel tired Mark....so sleepy."You manage to get out.
"No no! Baby look at me! Don't leave me.....I'm so sorry I've ignored you....I'm sorry i was Jerk! I'll do anything just don't leave me!" He begged.
"Mark.....Know that I've loved you and i will always love you......" You feel yourself become weaker. And weaker.....
"Mark....It's nearly time...I have to say this." You feel your heart breaking as your body becomes weaker from your blood loss.
"You've made the remainder of my life worth living....I'm sorry I can't stay here with you......I need to go and fly......I love you Mark Edward Fischbach....Your an amazing person......Your all I have and your all I'll ever need...." Before you could finish you flat lined.
You wake up in white place...You had no clue where you were this time.
You looked around you looked at your arms to see your scars and cuts gone....You look down to see your hospital bed and your lifeless body...and a crying Mark begging for you to come back.
"You're finally here." A voice spoke.
You looked around until you seen your farther...Did this mean you was dead? Was you in heaven?
You went up to him.
"I'm so proud of you Y/n....You've made daddy proud.....My sweet angel girl." He smiled as he reached out for you he faded and slowly you were drawn back into darkness until you woke up gasping for air.
"She's back!" One of the many doctors yelled. You looked around the room to see you were back in the hospital....
A few hours of more blood transplants and doctors testing you were allowed to have visitors.
They in form your mum that you would have to be kept in for a few more days then you could go home.
You were sat with your mum talking about everything when a knock hit your door....Mark....You looked up and there he was holding a bunch of flowers.
You smiled at him before he came over and hugged you so tightly.
"I thought I'd lost you Y/n." He whispered.
"Your never going to lose me...."
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