Is He Just My Imagination?

The Night at the Hotel

"what should i bring?"

"well we are gonna be gone for about 4 more months"

"ok, is there room for 2 suitcases?"

"yea, well actually is depends on how big the suitcases are"

i pulled out the 2 suitcases, they are about carry on size, one is blue with little white polka dots and my other one was just black but i had printed out pictures of the artist logos of MCR SWS TØP Mayday Parade and All Time Low, my favorite bands, and put them on sticker paper and put them on my suitcase

"are these good? and then i just wanna bring like a personal backpack" and i pulled out my TØP drawstring bag

"those are good, i really like that suitcase" he said as he pointed to my black suitcase

"i did it myself, i can do it to yours when we get home if you'd like"

"that would be awesome, but more bands please!!!" he said with his puppy eyes

"ok i will now help me pick out stuff"

"ok"

"are we going anywhere cold or can i just bring my usual, band t shits, and ripped jeans?"

"yep, we already went to the cold places, let me just say Maine, Canada, and GreenLand are extremely cold"

"Canada isn't that cold, my family goes up there for the winter cause its warmer than here"

"How is that possible?"

"we have lake effect storms" i say as i re fold all my band t shirts and put them into my band suitcase

"ooh yea i saw something about it on the news before" Danny says as he sits down on my bed

"yep, it gets pretty cold" i grab all my jeans and put them into the band suitcase as well

"is it true that you got 8 feet of snow last year?"

"yep, my dad had to shovel my roof" i grabbed all my socks and my hoodies and put them into the band suitcase

"oh my god it got that bad?"

"yep" i zipper up my band suitcase and unzipper my blue and white suitcase

danny glanced at it, "why do you need a 2nd suitcase, you already packed your clothes"

i walked over to my vanity and picked up my makeup bag, "this, its a need"

"no its not youre beautiful without it"

"you havent seen me without it" i say as i pile it into my open suitcase

"i have imagined you without it and you were beautiful"

"doesn't count" i say walking into my personal bathroom, i had fought my older brother for it, i won after i said i had periods, ha being a girl isnt all that bad, i grab my "girly products" and my tooth brush and my toothpaste and unzipper the very front of my blue suitcase and put it inside

"whatever" danny says

"ok i need to put only a few more things in here but you need to turn around"

"its not like i havent seen those kind of things before"

"its not peroid products danny" i say to him as i face him and cross my arms

"oh, ok then" he says and turns around

then i head toward my dresser and grab all my bras and all my panties and stuff them in

"you can look now"

"you know it wouldn't have made any difference if i saw your bras and stuff"