Is He Just My Imagination?

The Funeral

it was early in the morning when i woke up because i could not stop thinkng about my father 

like i don't know what im going to do
will mom meet another guy
will she get depressed

will i never have a father figure in my life to protect me

the list goes on so at about 6 am slow got out of bed and went back towards the wall and started crying again just as the night before

about 3 hours later danny got out of bed and came and sat next to me, without saying a word

about 20 minutes later i rested my head on his shoulder then spoke up,
"Danny?"
"yes?"

"will you go to my dad's funeral with me?"
"i wouldn't let you go alone"
"how am i supposed to get there?"
"we can fly if you'd like"
"can we rent a car? i'm scared of heights"

"sure"
"its in 2 days"
"we will go tomorrow morning"
"ok" i say as i try to force a smile

"your smile is beautiful"
"thank you, i haven't even been home and i already miss him"
"i know, i'm sorry this happened to you"
"danny?"

"yes ashyln?"
"you know i have to move right?"
"you've never mentioned anything"
"well i do, wanna know where im moving to?" i say with a smile on my face
"yea"
"im moving to MaryLand"and my smile turned bigger and so did his
"Phenoix?"
"yep"

then he wrapped his arms around me and squeezed

"ok, ok danny i can't breathe"

"sorry, i'm really excited"
"c'mon we need to go get ready for the ride" i say as i get up

--------(skips up to the flight)--------

"Danny i'm scared"
"its ok don't be scared. just close your eyes and listen to this" he says as he hands me an ipod shuffle,"i put some new music you can learn during the fight, and some of your favorites, but you will never know the names but you also can't skip, you're welcome" danny said smiling 

"thanks, my music taste is really picky" i say then he looks at my twentyone pilots outfit

"i don't think so" he says

"whatever" i say grabbing my ticket and heading towards the gate door to get on the plane

danny walks up behind me, "sorry" he says

"it's fine"

i hand the lady my boarding pass and she scans it and says, "go ahead"

"thank you" i say wheeling my 2 carry ons, yes we are allowed to have 2, we are going 1st class, it was danny's treat to me

i take a few steps forward and wait for danny

"go ahead" i hear the lady say

danny walks forward and i greet him, "hey!"

"hi" he says in an unpromising tone

"what crawled up your ass and out your mouth?"

"i just got a text from paul, he said there was fans that actually want to see me"

"you can go if you want" i  say as my voice is trembling

"no no no i have to stay with my girlfriend to her fathers funeral" he says as he hugs me, i let go of the hug and tart rolling my suitcases to the 1st class entrance, i find my seat, put my carryons in the designated spot and attempted to fall asleep

i felt the airplane go up and my ears popped, and my eyes flew open and tears rushed and i started screaming then danny's hand flew on my mouth

"its not that bad ash, only lift off is"