Demolition lovers...

You're so cold

We held hands, Frank and I... All the way to his dorm. I became rather cold and pushed him in.

"Hurry up" I demanded.

Frank held his stomach.

"Be gentle with me Gerard, I'm still recovering".

I rolled my eyes and tapped my foot impatiently.

"You seem a little on edge Gerard" Frank observed.

"I'm... sorry" I realized.

Frank crouched onto the floor and crossed his legs.

"What's the problem?" He asked holding my hand and allowing me space in front of him to sit down.

I kept quiet, knowing the kind of betrayal fueled, cheating psycho I was becoming. I was fully aware of the love defying affair I had somehow misplaced on my priorities list and I was also very conscious of the stoning worthy act I was committing.

But I wore a smile, held Frank's hand and leaned over him.

"I just feel like I'm the luckiest guy on the planet" I tapped his nose and tickled his chest while he giggled and rolled away from me.

He had the hugest grin on his face and started backing into a corner.

"I really do love you" he dreamily replied, playing with loose carpet.

"But I know something you don't think I know" and with that he got up and pet my head, going over to his drawers and rummaging around for something to wear.

I was speechless but somehow the silence calmed me.
I felt that as long as Frank wasn't speaking there was no more that he could say to convict me or accuse me.

"What are you thinking?" I bravely intruded.

Frank stared at the drawers and took out a fleece shirt with ripped up skinny jeans.

"What do you think?" Frank asked.
"I'm thinking you know how happy I am, just to have you" I smiled.
Frank seemed shocked but quickly spoke up.

"Y-ye-yeah I- I'm happy I have you too" he smiled.
I held him with both my arms around his waist.
"Love you" I dragged on in a convincing effort.

Frank and I looked deeply into each other's eyes and he suddenly pounced onto me kissing my lips and tangling his fingers with strands of my black hair.
"You have the softest lips" he pulled away and closed his eyes.

He snapped them open with some sudden realization.
"It's a shame they're full of shit" he looked up at the ceiling and bit his lip.

"I wish I could just get over it and forget everything Gerard, but I just can't" he frowned and moved away from me.

"I can't-I won't forget that you chose your friends over me" he frowned.
"I can't just forget that you're definitely keeping shit from me" he continued, staring into my eyes.

I looked away and sucked in my lips to assure myself that everything I was doing was just completely fine.

I suddenly started crying in front of him.
"I...I wanted to tell you" I sobbed hysterically.

Frank gave me a worried look.
"It's okay, I think you were just being nice to him".

"Wait...Him?!" I asked through my cries.

Frank stared at me.
"Yeah..."

"Oh right, him...I'm uhh I'm glad you understand, I didn't -" I recovered before crossing my fingers behind my back "didn't want you to think I was cheating or anything..." I trailed off, staring at the ground.