Love Should've Brought You Home

Part 1

Chapter 1: No Love Here

Ahany
I can't wait to get back working cause not having my own money is killing me. I also need to get away from this house. Well let me get out this bed and go get in the shower so I can go to school.

I get my clothes and stuff on and wake up my sister for school. Of course she refuse to get up so I have to jump on her. She finally got up and she had to get on her daughter. Yes my sister has a daughter although she's only 17. She got pregnant at thirteen it's really a long story of why she got pregnant.

Back Story
We grew up in Honolulu, Hawaii.When we lived in Hawaii we lived a hard life. Our family was never really a family my mother was a drug dealer who didn't give a fuck about us. When I was seven and my sister was six she would leave us for weeks at a time. We didn't have food or water. That was until our dad came and took us from her. With him we lived a normal life, but liked anything in our life it went bad.
My dad took me and my sister to the park to see our mom, but it was all a set up. My mom had her goons shoot my dad right in front of us. She even threatened to kill us if we told what happened. We had to move back in with she still did the same thing but it was worst this time. She let nigga stay in the house with us. They used to do what ever they wanted to us. Everyday it was the same terror. We had to hide our pain and be strong. We were all we had.
They used to force us to do things that no child should have to do. I remember one day we had just got home from school and our mom was sitting on the couch drunk. Her boyfriend and his friends were sitting at the kitchen table. The house was a mess clothes everywhere. I remember we walk through the door and went straight to the room that we shared because her boyfriend friends had the other ones. We went into the room and did our homework until her boyfriend came in the room.

He said "What y'all dumb ass in here doing?" We didn't answer so he got mad and grabbed my hair and threw me on the floor. He called his friends in the room and we already knew what was going to happen when they all came in the room. But today I wasn't having it I tried fighting them but it's too many of them. They pin me down and ripped off my clothes. Only thing I can hear other than my screams are my sisters. I just wanted to get her away from this but I'm as help less as she is. This shit happened everyday to us until I turned 15 and my sister was 14. By this time she had got pregnant and had the baby by one of the men that raped us.
Our mom was shot and killed on our front porch. It was by one of the drug lords that wanted her dead. We had no family in Honolulu so we came to Indiana where our grandma and aunt lives. Ever since then that who we lived with.

Everyday I think about what happened. I try not to cry but it's hard. We lived in pain our whole life. We didn't know love and couldn't give it to you if we tried.
I get in my car and head to school. I really like school just don't like the people in it. I get to school and meet up with my best friend Mossan she the only one I talk to other than my sister. She knows all about what happened to me when I was younger. This boy named Sam always tries to talk to me when he sees me walk into the school, but I just avoid him as much as I can. I see Mossan caked up with her boo Ajahny so I just walk to my locker. This boy who always on my locker talking to some thot. He kills me trying so hard to get my attention boy I don't want you.
The boy name is Athony. He 6,5 light-skin and sexy as fuck. But he is a basketball player who is a hoe and think everybody should be at his beck and call. Of course I'm one of the ones who don't pay him attention. So he tend to bother me more than others. I walked up to my locker and waited for him to get done talking to the next thot he gone smash.
I said "Can you get off my locker?"
He said "Why so hostile? Why you jealous it ain't you I'm talking to you?"
I didn't even respond I just got my shit and walked away. I knew the conversation wasn't over because we have first block together. I was so glad this day went by fast and I ain't have to deal with no drama or nothing. Mossan wanted me to go to a basketball game with her but I don't know. I really don't like being around that scene but I guess I will go.