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Heyo I guess I'm back. (As you can probably tell) The reason I haven't been updating in like a month is because I'm really busy almost all the time. Football right now has become my main focus (other than school and stuff) so I'm really trying to mature in that aspect. So not a lot of stuff has been happening plus things with Sky are getting weird. She and a bunch of other kids including Alaska and other people started hanging out together during religion. I knew she was starting to not be shy like she was a few years ago so I didn't really care. But like my life I never know when groups or friends are being made. I was probably athletic enough to hang out with the "cool kids" but I never knew when the cool kids became the cool kids. So as usual I was left in the dust. Same thing here. They started calling themselves the religion squad. At first it was cool. But after awhile (Sky don't worry I'm fine you keep doing whatever you want don't worry about me) I ended up getting really lonely. As you've probably read before I don't exactly have a lot of friends. So now the religion squad comes along and I'm left sitting at a table, by myself, doing nothing but stare into space. And in the background you can hear the laughs and smiles of the (religion squad is a pain in the a-- to say so I'm just going with RS) RS. So a little later stuff happens and I kinda almost nudge my way into the RS. But now I know I want to leave. It's started to bring out this bad side of me that I really just hate and I want to bury that for good. Also I know when I'm not wanted. (It happens to me more than most) So yeah that's kinda what's going on. Also with football I just got back from a game (we lost) but I got 2 pics (I'm CB) so yeah a few scrapes here and there, medium gash near my right shoulder, lots of bruises. God you gotta love football (no sarcasm what so ever I swear). Also Alaska I feel your pain I got a tan line on my arm from my arm pads. So yeah everything hurts and is sore but hopefully everything will be good by school. (Don't want Alaska and Sky to be asking about my tan line or cut) But I'm just gonna change my background and hit the hay. Good Night.