Chapter 8

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-Mckenzie-

I laid there feeling my lifeless body pressed against a bed. My head was spinning & i felt like puking again. But thats not what happened. I just slowly tried to open up my eyes to find myself in a small cold hospital room. The lights were off, somewhat soothing my terrible headache. I groaned & yawned rubbing my tired eyes. I clutched my stomach & flinched at the piercing pain.

I remembered being at the store with Austin & afterwards i just passed out. I wasn't sure where he was but i'm sure he was here. He was probably the one who took me here. I felt bad, knowing that he was probably really scared & worried for me. I'm not in the best condition but its not like i was dying. I mean this was a serious situation still. While i was here I'm sure some sort of test would indicate whether I'm pregnant or not. This was such a nerve wracking thing. This would make everything so different, between my parents & i, between me & Luke, & of course- Austin.

I was so scared. Almost all the symptoms had me thinking that 'Pregnant' was exactly what i was. I couldn't speak, or even think for that matter. I couldn't wrap my head around any of this & frankly i didn't want to. A baby? I can barely remember to do my homework or do my chores. What makes anyone think i could possibly take care of a baby & have enough money to support it? Exactly- nothing. I was so scared that if i was, then Austin wouldn't wanna have anything to do with me anymore. But at the same exact time i was scared that he might also try & help me with it, or try to act like a father figure. Which would completely piss Luke off to no end. If any guy even looked at me wrong, Luke would threaten them until they either walked away or apologized to me for being "disrespectful" or so Luke thought. He was way too overprotective & it was annoying.

But when Austin was a little overprotective it was adorable. But id never seen him actually be overprotective, i've seem him act like he was trying to protect me from someone or something. I breathed feeling my chest rhythmically move up & down. My stomach felt like it was throbbing, from all my puking & stuff. My throat felt like it was burning & i reached up feeling something dripping from my nose, it was blood. I must have fell face first when i passed out earlier. Heck, i didn't even know how long i was out for. I was hoping someone would clarify some stuff, but for now i was left sitting here by myself. Trying to make sense of all of this.

Mainly praying to god that i wasn't pregnant. Even the word made me cringe. I mean the gift of life is wonderful & all but I'm 16 years old. So, i kinda don't need this. Like, at all. Most likely my mom would kick me out & then id probably have to beg Luke to help me with it & drama would increase so fucking much id go crazy.

"Blue? Mckenzie?" I heard. I turned my head & looked at the well dressed nurse who walked closer to my bed. She didn't look like your typical nurse though. She was wearing dressy clothes, more like a lawyer would. She looked pretty young, but i wasn't too sure how young she could be. She looked like she was in a rush, frantically searching through her bag before setting her things aside & checking on a few papers with my information.

"Yes." I said quietly. I was shy, but only around new people. I mean, i don't know. "Thats me." I added.

"Alrighty sweetheart. My names Lynn. I'll be your nurse today. Sorry about my appearance. I work 2 jobs." She said quickly. I nodded. "No its fine. So, where else do you work?" I asked.

"I'm a business woman. But, if you couldn't tell i'm pretty young.." She trailed off. She grabbed my arm & pulled out the needle that was hooking me to an IV. I winced & she softly apologized. "I'm 18 now, but i had my son Landon when i was just 16." She added sounding disappointed in herself. She sighed.

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