Part 32

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*Luke's POV*

We arrived about 3 hours ago and Jess had said that Jai went into surgery 3 hours before we arrived.No one had told us anything yet.6 HOURS.6 WHOLE FUCKING HOURS. Does surgery take that long?No news is supposed to be good news but what if they're just waiting to tell us bad news?I'm going insane not knowing anything.I needed to know if my twin was okay,i needed to give him a big fat Luke hug.

"Jai Brooks friends?Come with me" Finally a doctor with news!

"Dr Fox it really is you"

"Uh...Um Jess yeah I never thought i'd see you again,especially after well you know everything,anyway um Yeah Jai is right this way" Jess knew this doctor?How?Why?I didn't have time to ask but i did look and see her eyes brimming with tears,probably just seeing Jai.

*Jess's POV*

"Dr Fox it really is you" 'How horrible it is to see your face again thought you would have been fired by now for lying to patients and their loved ones' i thought.I hate her,she is probably the worst doctor here,not skill wise but she says stuff she doesn't mean.She promised me before everything would be fine it would all be okay,was it fuck.Everything just continued to get worse and worse.Not her fault for it getting worse but its her fault for lying to me and i've always held a grudge against her for that.I have something that pisses me off about everyone here now,i used to have a list.Threes only 3 people here i actually like and the thing that pees me off about them?They still work here.

"Uh..Jess yeah I never thought i'd see you again,especially after well you know everything,anyway Jai is right this way" 'Never thought i'd see you either what a shame i have' Again i thought.I would have replied with it but i didn't have the energy.I just wanted to see Jai,Him to be okay then we could leave. "Jess are sure you okay being here again?Especially with that bitch"

"Yeah Sophs I'm fine,thanks though i just want Jai to be okay so we can get out of here"

"Tell me about it,this place gives me the creeps"

"I know and i was here on my own for 3 hours" Sophie turned to me and gave me a hug.She was the only person that knew why i hated this place cause she was here for me and with me during it all.Luke looked over at me then turned back and continued walking towards the room where Jai was.I know his twins just been shot and all but is there something I'm missing here?I'm starting to feel a bit like he hates me,maybe its just me being paranoid. Me and Sophie continued walking,arms linked,down to where she was showing us too.I saw more faces that i knew and some remembered me giving me either sympathy looks,shocked looks like 'whys she back here after it all' or gentle smiles like i've forgiven this place!Others just blanked me.

"Here he is" We walked into a big blue and white room that smelt weird but Jai sat there with his leg in plaster,a bandage round his head and a smile on his face. "Oh Jai" I said walking over to him  to give him a hug. "Yep this boy had a lucky escape,thanks to the operation if you go easy and keep the plaster on for the next 6 weeks it should heal nicely however in 6 weeks you may need to have another smaller plaster put on just to give it a little extra healing but he was very lucky and hes going to be just fine.Now i'll leave you all to talk,I'm sure you've got lots to talk about" THANK GOD SHE LEFT! We all gave Jai big hugs before we all started talking and asking how he is etc etc.It was like we were one big family finally coming back together and being reunited again.

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It had been 3 days and Jai could finally come out of hospital!Finally I'm away from this place, I swear if I ever see this place again. Luke took his bag and beau pushed him along in his wheelchair. We all got in the beaus car and went back to our old flat but I wasn't to sure why it was such a good idea. We walked in and I couldn't help but say "I'm so glad to be out of that fucking stupid hospital" I mentally cursed myself before thinking 'why the fuck did i say that'. They all quickly turned to me

"Jess why don't you like that hospital so much and how come you knew loads of doctors and stuff?" Luke asked.

They all nodded and Sophie came by my side."You sure you want to tell them?"

"Got to find out eventually,might as well be now from me" 

"Okay" She quickly hugged me before turning and sitting next to me for comfort. I took a deep sigh and began.

"Several years ago when I was 14 my mum was diagnosed with cancer and she was taken to that hospital to be treated."

The room fell silent and everyone looked all sympathetic and shocked,great.

"I,um...Well, basically they were awful okay! They didn't help her get better,they stopped me seeing her cause they thought i was too young and that I couldn't handle it they kept saying 'she'll get better shes doing great'. I spent a lot of nights alone in our house while she was in hospital before Sophie's family took me in and treated me like I was their own.I still went everyday to try and see her, but they stopped giving her the treatment because it spread to much, they still told me the same story. 3 months I went without seeing her and the first time I saw her in 3 months was the worst shes ever been,she was always a fighter but she looked like she could hardly lift a feather.She was so weak and I also found out the only reason they let me see her was because they knew that was it,she was going to.."

I quickly stopped and tried to stop the tears.Sophie placed her hand on my shoulder before quickly removing it realising I didn't really want anyone touching me.Luke moved closer towards me while the others stayed still in shock.

"I was 15 and a bit when she passed and that was it,no goodbyes nothing just a part of me,my world gone.I've always blamed the hospital. They didn't do enough and they kept lying to me. Only Dr Sinis was different, he helped and actually knew what he was doing, and sometimes let me sneak in to see her. He told me he'd quit after she died but he had a contract with them that he's still on. I caused a big scene when she died. I screamed and shouted or at least I tried to but nothing came out all that happened was I fell to the floor crying,about 100 people watched. I think I punched about 4 nurses and 2 doctors that 'tried' to escort me out. I promised myself i'd never go back but then Jai went there and i had to go back for him, he's a brother to me, I cant leave family behind. Which is why before you all came I spent 3 hours crying and when you came I was out of tears, run dry."

I could feel tears coming and I didn't want anyone around me.I could feel the walls coming in towards me,blocking me in. I need to get out. I ran to the door and ran out of the flat into the cold open air. Tears fell down my cheeks and I fell to the floor. I heard footsteps running towards me,great who the fucks that?

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Okay guys so i tried to make it emotional and it brought a tear to my eye when I was writing it so no hate please! Also I'm really sorry that its taken a while to be posted and its pretty short considering because i'm a bit of a perfectionist and i had part of this written but it wasn't good enough and its take me a while to get my butt into gear and write it so,i hope ya'll liked it and enjoy to read on!Peace out beauts,stay gorgeous! xo ~Sophss <3

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