Jinhwan's POV
I am now walking finding HanBin. He must be here at the park. The last time he misses his family we saw him here writing lyrics.
Its been 30 minutes since I left the dorm and I still I cant find him. Suddenly my phone vibrates.
"Hyung did you find BI?" I read the text from Bobby.
"Not yet. Still finding him." I sent the text to Bobby.
"Its too late. Go back here. He maybe wants to be alone" a text from Bobby.
"No. Im not going back without Hanbin. Go to sleep now. Just tell the others we are fine." I sent the text to Bobby for them not to worry that much.
"Okay. Take care hyung" Bobby replied.
I keep my cellphone and continue to walk around to find Hanbin.
When I was walking. I saw Hanbin under the tree. He is writing lyrics again. He must be really feeling down. I looked at him from far, I wanted to help him in every way I can do. I decided to go near him and he didnt notice me.
"Hanbin-ah". I called and put my hands on his shoulders. He is started like he wasnt expecting me.
"Hyung, when did you get here?" He asked me with a confused look.
"I was looking for you for 30 mins. I knew you were just here." I said and he smiled.
"Can we stay here for a moment? I just want to talk to you" I said. I was planning to talk to him and I know this is a good place since the others is not here.
"Why hyung?. Come here. Take a seat"He said.
"Can I look at your lyrics?" I asked and he give the piece of paper to me. I read what he had written and basically it was about surviving.
"This is good. But do feel like giving up?" I asked him. He just look at the sky.
"Aniyo(No) Giving up is not on my dictionary" He said after a minute of silence.
"And now you are BI. That is BI that I know" I said and smiled at him.
"How are the others? Are they mad at me?" He asked . I was happy at his question because I knew he really care for others.
"And now you are being Hanbin(Laugh). Do you want to know the truth?. The truth is, they are not mad at you. They understand everything. I told you kimbab and I will help you. Yunhyeong is kinda confused since it was only the 1st day. But believe me. They are not mad" I said to assure him.
"I didnt mean to walk out earlier. Its just I am so full of thoughts and I want to be alone. I want to think and absorb anything that is happening" He said.
"I know. Just give some more patience. Kimbab and I are helping those two. They are doing great. One day, they will excel more than me. Just give some time. We can do this. We could not give up after what happened. We will reach our dreams together. Lets go. Maybe they are now worried. We still need to practice tom" I said and grabbed his hands. I may not be good in leading. I just want to help him and lessen the burden in his shoulders.
"Thanks hyung. Even though you are small you are really a big help" He said while laughing
"Yaahhh. Kim Hanbinnn" I shouted jokingly and he continued to laugh. I am happy to see him laughing.
Hanbin's POV
"Okay Lets do it again" I said calmly. I must say they improved a lot. Its been 3 days since I talked with Jinhwan hyung. And I am thankful that they helped me a lot.
We end our practice happily. Its our first time to end early than I expected.
Time flies so fast. We have done a lot of evaluation and I must say our bond and teamwork is getting stronger. There may be problems but we make sure we will solve it at the end of day.
We are also informed that there will be auditions on Nov 09, 2012. So there are chances that we will have another member. We already talked about it and we will make sure that we will be open about it since we know there will be a lot of changes since we are not yet debuting.
(NOVEMBER 09, 2012)
We are here at the training room waiting for the announcement if we will have another member or not. We didnt watch the auditions so we really have no idea
"I am nervous like when I first saw you" June suddenly speaks.
"Me too. I felt like the feeling before is coming back to me" Yunhyeong added
"Those awkward moments" I say and we all laughed.
"June and Bobby are the most awkward"Jinhwan say while laughing.
"Yes. I remember when they woke up first and Bobby wants to jog but he is relieved that June dont want to join" Yunhyeong added. We laughed so laughed and looked at June and Bobby who is still awkward.
"Yahhh. Stop it. We are not awkward anymore. You just keep on saying that" Bobby said and looked at June but June looked away.
"Yes. It seems like youre not awkward." I say sarcastically.
We talked about a lot of things when the door opened. We all looked at the door to see who is it.
Kim Donghyuk's POV
I am so nervous right now. I have been here outside the room for 15 mins. Not knowing what to do. I can hear their laugh from inside. And I think they get along well. I decided to enter because this will not help me. And at the end of the day I will still be their groupmates.
I opened the door and I can see a lot of eyes looking at me.
"Annyeonghaseyo. Im Kim Donghyuk. Year of 1997. Nice to meet you everyone." I say while smiling at them
They all stand up and greet me and they say their names.
Its awkward but I have a attitude that I can get easily with people whom I first time met.
"Since you are the last one to enter our team. You will be our maknae. This boy here(he pointed to Junhoe) doesnt really fit to be maknae" Jinhwan hyung said while laughing
"Yaah hyung. What are you saying but its okay I dont want to be the maknae. I think it suits you well" Junhoe said and I can see the sassiness on the way he speaks.
"Okay I can be the maknae" I said while smiling.
" Welcome to our team. I hope you will do well for us to get along but I knew you will do well" BI said while shaking my hands.
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So I am really sorry for not updating. I should have updated last week but its just I am not in the mood especially about MINZY 😭😭😭😭 I am so broke about it 😭😭
I will try to update fast as I could.
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