01/10/2012
Bobby's POV
Its been a year since I started training in YG Ent. Its also been a year since I left my family. I badly miss them, I want to see them as soon as possible. There are times when I wanted to quit here so I could go back to my family but I am always thinking that this is the way for them to live here in Korea. I am always thankful to BI and Jinhwan hyung because without them I dont think I could survive a year without my family. Remembering these things, I just realized I have already tears running down into my cheeks.
"Yaaaahh. KIMBOB. Are you crying?" Jinhwan hyung asked me. I quickly wipe my tears.
"Ani(No) hyung. My eyes are just tired" I said for them not to worry. Especially Jinhwan hyung, he is like my mother. I always rely on him.
"Yaah. Kimbob. Don't lie. We've been living already for 1 year. We know you very well" BI said while looking in my eyes.
"Come on. Why? Is anything wrong?" BI continued.
"I knew it." Jinhwan hyung said and sit beside me. He put his arms at my shoulder.
"You miss your family?Right?" Jinhwan continued while looking in my eyes. I am not surprised that he knew it. He always know what I feel.
I just nod and he gave me a hug.
"YAAAAHHHH. Could you please join me. I am so left out here" BI shout and we both laughed and hugged.
"Come on. Lets celebrate our anniversary as a trainees and of course our friendship"Jinhwan said.
Jinhwan's POV
We are now eating and I can see that these two are enjoying the meal. They are laughing hard and that makes me smile. I wanted them to be happy and just forget first the trainings.
I always wanted to protect these 2 dongsaengs. I just love them like they are my real brothers. Even though they are always teasing me. I am just happy to see them smile.
Bobby is always smiling even though I knew that it is always hard for him because of his family. He is hiding his pain behind those smile. I never thought that I would love him this way especially the first meeting was not that smooth. I just wanted him to feel that I and BI could be his second family.
BI on the other side is very hardworking. Being a leader is not that easy especially he is the maknae between the 3 of us. But he is leading us very well. I am always thankful to him. We passed the evaluation not only because of the hardwork that we give but also because he is leading us well. We have been praise by YG on our teamwork and that is because we have a good leader.
Remembering those days. The good and bad days. I cannot control my tears anymore.
"Hyung. You are such a crybaby. You are crying again" BI said and tap my back.
"I am just happy that you are both happy" I said while sobbing.
"Jinann hyung is crying again" Bobby said while laughing.
"But seriously hyung we are most thankful to you. Without you, I am not here tonight. I wanted to go back to America but you are always helping me to realize that its better if I stay here to help my family. You are the best hyung" hearing what bobby said. My tears flow again.
"I didnt say that to make you cry hyung. Why are you always crying? Are you sure you are the eldest?" I laughed hearing that.
"You are so both emotional. Dont cry you two. We still have a long way to go. We will debut together. Remember that" BI said. BI has always been unspoken to what he feels. He dont want to cry in front of us. He is very strong to hold his tears but, sometimes he is crying alone. He keeps on saying that he is not a good leader because it already been a year but we still dont debut yet.
We ended our day by sleeping at the same room.
4-17-2012
BI's POV
We are here at the training room and we are informed that tomorrow there will be auditions. We are invited to watch the auditions because whoever pass the auditions will be on our team and will live together with us.
"Hanbin ah. What do you feel right now?" Jinhwan hyung asked.
"I am excited but also worried hyung. I always thought that we are just going to be 3 because its been a year since no one joined our team. But I hope they will be a good help to us" I said.
"Dont worry, Lets just all think positive. Maybe they will be a big help since passing the auditions here is not that easy." Bobby said.
4-18-2012
Jinhwan's POV
We are sitting here at the audition room. I can say that there are a lot than last time. I can also see those who didnt pass last time. I feel bad for them. I hope they can pass today.
Fast Forward: After Auditions
"There are a lot who auditioned today but I changed my mind. First of all, I would like all of you to meet first these three trainees here at my side. Leader is, Kim HanBin. Next to him is Kim Jinhwan and this boy here is Kim Jiwon. Suppose to be. For those who will pass today will be joining their team. But since there are a lot who passed today. Only one of those who passed will be included to them. And the others will be trained in different group." YG said. I was shocked due to sudden announcement. I am also wondering who will be in our team.
"The one who will join these boys today is Koo Junhoe. Congratulations." YG said and we all look to Koo Junhoe. He seems surprised but he remained calmed.
A/N: i did not include those who passed but for other group. Just think they are Winner. Thank you 😊
All of them already leave. We are the only one who is in the room with Koo Junhoe. I can remember again the awkwardness between the three of us, but now I know how to handle this.
"Annyeonghaseyo. Im Kim Jinhwan. Year of 1994." I said. BI and Bobby seems surprised because I am the first one to greet.
"Annyeonghaseyo. Koo Junhoe hyung" Im surprised he called me hyung. I always thought he is way older than me.
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End. Hope you like it. BTW While doing this, I am listening to audio streaming of IKON. 😊
♡Jinaniii
