Bobby's POV
Its early in the morning and I decided to jog first to start the day. I go out in our room and I was surprised to see Ju-ne at the leaving room using his cellphone.
"Goodmorning. Did you sleep well?" I greet and ask him.
"Ne (Yes). Goodmorning" He looked at me but quickly looked at his cp again.
"Do you want to go with me to jog?" I asked him even though I think its not a good idea.
"Ani(No) Im just gonna stay" He said coldly. Aisssh. Can we get along?
"Okay. Im leaving" I said and leave the dorm.
(FASTFORWARD->Training room)
BI's POV
We are here at the training room. Everything feels new to me. Since I am used that we are only 3. I made choreography always for just 3 people but now I have to make for 5 members.
I am worried since its my first time to teach them, they dont know how strict am I when practicing. I hope we do well since I know Kimbap and Jinani will help me.
"Okay, for the information of junhoe and yunhyeong hyung. We have here evaluation test every end of the month. YG sangjanim told me that we should prepare one sing and one dance performance as a group. Not as individual. But we are going to be graded individually and grouped. So I hope we can do well. Lets start first with our dance performance" I said
Our dance practice is not that good and smooth as what I expected. Since its new for us to work together. There seems a wall between the three of us and those 2 new members. Jinhwan hyung always tell me to be gentle first since its their first time.
But honestly I am so pissed right now. We have been practing since 6am in the morning and its already 9pm. But still we cant perfect it. I am not used to this. Before. We spend the day for sing and dance preparation.
I am now sitting infront to look at their dance.
"Okay. Let me watch once again" I said and I start the music.
Junhoe can dance but somethings weird because he is sometimes advance or late. Yunhyeong hyung is a different story since he must be an actor right now. It was like his first time to dance. He forgots the steps and it was awkward to see him dance.
"Whats that? We spend almost a day just for that fcking dance yet it was not good. It was very bad. We should move as a team." I shouted at them. They were surprised and no one is talking.
I dont know what to do anymore. I am so done with this people. I know this is not a good leader but I cant be a good leader if they are not a good follower.
Yunhyeong's POV
BI walked out and slam the door. We are all tired right now. But I cant give up. I looked at them and we are all sitting at every corner. We look so hopeless right now. No one is talking. Everyone is just sitting and looking down.
I want to say sorry. But I know I did my best. But I guess it wasn't enough. I am mad for some reasons. It was our first time and he expect us to be like them? But I just dont want to talk about it since I know it is hard to be a leader and I know BI's effort is twice as ours.
"Lets go guys. Lets practice. We can do this" Jinhwan hyung suddenly said. I was surprised because I thought he was also mad at us.
We practice until 1am until we decided to go home.
On our way home. We decided to take a walk
"Are you guys mad at Hanbin?" Jinhwan asked while looking at me and Junhoe.
"Ani hyung. We know we had still a long way to go" Junhoe replied.
"How about you Yunhyeong hyung?" Bobby asked me and they are all waiting for my answer.
"Honestly? I am not mad but I dont understand why he wants us to be like you guys. It was just our first day" I honestly replied since I know this two are reliable enough to know what I think. And I shouldnt keep this as a secret.
"Hanbin is really a good leader. He helps us a lot. It was not easy at first, we faced many challenges. I think he just want you to grow as a performer and he wants us to succeed as a group." Jinhwan said
"I remember what he said to us this past few months. He said that he dont want to be praised as an individual but he wants to be praised as a group. He just dont want to hear bad comments about us individually because he thinks he is not leading the group well and he wants us to excel individually not just him. He really is a good man."Bobby added.
" Dont worry guys. BI is different from Hanbin. At home you can see Hanbin. At work you can see BI. But he really is a great man." Jinhwan added.
My mind clears when I hear those things from them. Within this group I know they know a lot better of who is BI is. I felt like these three are like brothers. I want to be a brother also and not as member only. I will do well.
Jinhwan's POV
As a hyung I dont want them to see me worried and bothered. I felt like I need to be strong for them. I need to help everyone. Being a mat hyung is really hard especially this is my first time. I have never been a mat hyung. I am also worried if I am doing well.
We are now at the dorm. The first thing I want to do is find Hanbin. I am so worried about him. I want to help him with this problem. I want to talk to him as soon as possible.
I couldnt find him. He is not at the dorm. But I remember something. There is a place he wants to go when he is feeling down. . . . . . . .
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Sorry. This update is a mess and late.
♡Jinanii
