The Traumatized Girl

Overdose

I woke to my alarm beeping loud in my ear. Here we go again. I thought to myself.

I sat up and rubbed my eyes and slid out of bed. I'm not looking forward to this day. Well , I'm never looking forward to any day.

I started brushing my teeth and washing my face. While taking my pajamas off I started turning the hot water on then the cold water to make the water feel just right. I twisted the nob for the shower and watched the water spill out the shower head. I stepped in and immediately wet my hair.

After my shower I put on lotion deodorant and my clothes. I wore a black sweat shirt and grey skinny jeans with my black air forces. I didn't feel like doing my hair so I just put it up in a simple pony tail.

I grabbed my book bag , my keys , and walked out. This is the scary part... Trying not to be seen by my brother. I took slow quiet steps down the stairs and made my way to the door.

"Stop Joseline , ima drive ma". My brother said. Fuck. I thought. I shook my head and walked to his car.

5 minutes later he got in the car. I felt him looking at me , and felt chills down my spine. " Don't look so scared babygirl". He said. He's so fuckin disgusting. "Um n-no I'm just t-tired". I said. He rubbed my cheek and started the car up. His name is Neem , he's 19. He's in my grade just in a different hallway. But we have the same lunch period. He's stares at me with so much lust. It scares me.

"U look beautiful today baby girl". I just nodded and he looked at me like he was gonna smack the shit outta me. "When I compliment you , I expect a thank you". He said raising his voice a little."I'm sorry , thank you". He smiles. I swear this nigga be on some Bipolar type shit."That's my girl".

We pulled up at school and I quickly got put. I walked into the school and jogged to my lockers." Don't be running away from me". I looked at him and just rolled my eyes." Ard watch what's gon' happen after school". I can't even fight anymore .... It just has to happen. I got my books and went to class.

*SCHOOL OVER*

Today was long and exhausting. I don't know what he's going to do to me today. But I'm fucking scared. I closed my locker and walked out of the school building to his car. He was already waiting for me. We got in and he instantly spoke."I didn't like what you did earlier Jos , I think I might have to punish you. Don't test me". He said.

He parked in the drive way and got out and I did the same. I walked into my house and ran up the stairs."Don't fucking play around Josline!" I locked my door crying. He was right in front of the door. "OK" he said through the other side of the door. OK what? I thought.

2 hours later

I heard a loud thump at my door. He bust my fucking door open."What the fuck yo?!?". "Stfu" he said angrily and pushed me on the bed."No , stop. I'm sorry". I screamed and yelled sorry and he wouldn't stop."No". He said calmly and looking at me with so much lust. He ripped all of my clothes off and stared at me."This is ya punishment". I cried harder but silently."And stop all that fuckin crying". I didn't know what to do , I felt myself shaking... Giving up.

He rubbed one finger on my clit. I squirmed trying to get out his gripped , but he was to strong."S-stop... Please". I moaned."No , take it". He slid his finger in and pumped quickly. He added another one and I whimpered. He chuckled and started to unbuckle his belt. Fuck! Why me? "You like it... I know u do". I just stayed quiet. He looked at me in a way I couldn't explain. It kinda scared me. He slowly slid his dick in me , making me arch my back. I gasped as he went deeper slowly. "Oh ... God". He started grinding on me so fast. "Ahhh .. Stop. Please". I asked trying to hold in my moans."Shhh.." He said as he bit my ear softly. He went faster and faster. I felt like I was going to explode. I came and he did 2 minutes after me.

He walked out the room and went to his room. I ran into my bathroom and locked the door. I grabbed Ibuprofen and Advil. And some water and drunk all the pills down. I couldn't do this anymore. I give up! I'm tired of my brother raping me! I'm his sister , his fucking blood. Incest. Fucking rapist.

I slowly felt dizzy and blacked out.

4 hours later...

I woke up. Was I dreaming? I looked around and saw I was in the hospital. Damnit. Why can't I just die? I'm tired of this shit.

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~Breezy