The Traumatized Girl

Should I?

We just sat there and stared at each other. I had a feeling that he wanted to punch the shit out of me. And if he does? I will tell. "I can't believe you". He said. What does he mean? " What do you mean? Do you think i like being abused by my fucking brother? Do you think i like being molested by my own sibling? No i do not and I'm tired of it.... So tired". I poured out my feelings for the first time towards him. I mean, i could go on and on about how i feel about him. He disgust me and i hate him. I hate him so much. "So this is how you feel?" "Yes.... How wouldn't you know? You see me in pain and you like it... You caused me to feel pain... You hurt me. Of course that's how i feel. Dumbass". He tensed up and balled his hand up in a fist. "What did you just call me?" I looked at him and shook my head. "I called you a dumbass... And if you touch me I'll tell". He looked at me with so much anger. I can tell he wanted to hurt me. It looked like he was about to swing but the doctor walked in. He stepped back quickly and put his hands in his pocket. I watched his every move. " Uh Ms. Joseline we are done running test. You had a lot of poisoning from those pills you took in your system. You are very lucky to be alive. But you can go home tonight or tomorrow morning... Your choice". I don't know if i want to go home at all. "Umm okay .. Thanks." My brother gave me a creepy look then walked out the room. The doctor continued to stand there. "So whats your choice?" I'm so nervous , i started fidgiting with my fingers. "I... Um... Uh... I... " He looked at me weirdly. "You Ok?..." Damn. "Um I don't want to go home tonight.. Tomorrow morning i will". I couldn't tell i was so scared. " Well ok Ms. Joseline , push the button if you need a nurse". He gave me a warm smile and left.

Its boring and short i kno.. But i will try to update more often

~Renay