The Traumatized Girl

Hospital

I felt the soft cotton of the cover against my skin. I wish i was dreaming , maybe i am. I closed my eyes and opened them back up. Damnit! A doctor came in smiling. "Welcome back , you're up good". He said relieved."I don't want to be awake. Just let me die". The doctor stood there shocked and a little frightened. I looked at his name tag , his name was Dr. Frellen. "Look, Dr. Frellen , I don't know how I got here but obviously I was committing suicide. Can't you see? I want to die".  The doctor opened his mouth like he was going to say something. Then he eventually spoke." I'm sorry your neighbor needed your help with something and found you , she told me she panicked and got you here as soon as possible". I looked at him "where is she? " I asked concered."She's in the waiting room , but since you're awake , I can go get her". I nodded and he left.

Minutes went by and the Doctor came back in with my neighbor. She looked at me with glossy eyes and all I could do was stare. And feel like shit. Honestly I feel a little guilty. I wanted to die so bad and scared my neighbor. So selfish... I looked down and stared at my fingers. "I'm so sorry I scared you". I said breaking the silence." But ... Why Joseline? She said."I'm sorry Lani I feel horrible I don't know what got into"."Jos , I can help you". She can't help me. There's no way I'll get away from that monster. He's fucking crazy! If she helped me he would find me and kill me and her."No ... I'll be fine". I looked her "I promise". She looked at me in doubt but didn't argue back. The Doctor came back to check on us." Well , Joseline. We are still running test on you , so you'll have to stay the night". I nodded and he walked out. "Well , I'll get going now. I'll be here first thing in the morning"." Does my brother know I'm here?" I questioned. "Yes , he said he'll be here tomorrow after school". I nodded trying to hide my fear. " Ok... What about my parents?" I almost forgot about them. "Um... We couldn't get in contact. They were busy". I sighed ... Fuck them

3 hours later...

I got bored of watching TV so I pushed my button for the Doctor to come in. He jogged in a little panicked."Im ok ... geez". He chuckled I'm sorry... Its my job , what do you need?" He said curious for me scaring the shit out of him." I want a pencil and a notebook , do u have one?" He chuckled again. What's up with this guy laughing all the time? "Ok Ms. Joseline , a pencil and a notebook at your service". I chuckled a little , he's not so bad , I'm guessing that's a yes about my question I asked him. 5 minutes went by and he came back with what I wanted. I smiled a little. " Thank you"."No problen Ms. Joseline". He walked out and I immediately started drawing. Drawing was a thing I did to relax me sometimes I write. It helps me not think about things. It's just me the pencil and the paper.

But I still can't get my brother out my mind. What will he say? What will he do?

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(The drawing Joseline did up above 👆👆👆)

~Breezy