I Like You | Camila/You

Fifteen

"So, what's going on with you and Camila?" Cara asks as we walk out of Starbucks with our grande Iced Coffee.

"Nothing, why?" I lie. She looks at me with a "really" face.

"I know you two have been, doing the er er. Don't lie to me." She says and takes a nice long sip. I roll my eyes.

"We did it, once, okay, it was nothing really." I say and look to my side. Why exactly am I hiding this from Cara? I don't even know.

"Girl, shut up. I know you lying. WHY THE FUCK YOU LYING!" She starts to laugh and I laugh along too.

"I'm not lying, so calm yo titties." I say, Cara then jiggles then around.

"Sorry, can't control them. They have mind of their own." She laughs and looks around the place.

"So what's going on with Brandon?" I say, nudging her arm. She rolls her eyes.

"Your gonna start with this?" She laughs. I shrug.

"I figured if you're gonna ask about my love life, well I might as well ask about yours." I say, taking a sip out of my coffee.

"Well, we've been talking a lot. I went on a couple of other dates with him, but we don't wanna rush into things you know?" She says, a smirk appears on my face.

"You want a relationship with him, but you're too scared to ask him!" I say, she looks over at me in shock.

"Bitch, how'd you know?" She laughs and I laugh too.

"I'll tell you what, you ask Camila to be your girlfriend, then I'll talk to Brandon about a relationship." She says. I look at her. She looks at me.

"Cara, I don't even know if I am bisexual. I don't wanna hurt Camila because, I mean, what if I'm straight and just sexually confused. I don't wanna do that to her." I say. Cara shrugs.

"I mean, if you enjoy doing it with her, and the way you act around her, and the way you act around Lauren, and the way you act around certain girls like Sarah." She smirks. I close my eyes remembered Sarah. I had always thought she was really pretty and she made me nervous around her. But I stopped myself from even thinking I like her.

"Okay, yeah. You got me there." I shrug and fiddle my fingers around.

"I mean, Camila would kind of be a testy. See where you go. Who knows, maybe you'll end up seriously loving her and discover yourself." She says. Cara was right. I think I'm gonna do it. I think I'm gonna ask her.

"Deal." I say quickly. Cara smiles and we shake hands. What did I just do?