Every things dark. I feel cold and alone, asleep and afraid. I can hear screams coming from downstairs, nothing new really. I plug in my earbuds and listen to some black flag blaring the music to drown out the pain. Eventually I fell asleep.
*BEEP BEEP* "Ugghh, first day of school great." I sighed heavily knowing it would be the same as every year, Depressing and long. "6:15 great, why is it so early." I get up and shut my window. I must've left it open last night cause my room is freezing cold . Nothing new though it is after all Jersey. I get up and go to the bathroom, turning on the shower and undressing. I look at my pale skinny body, Scars all over my arms and legs. It's really pathetic I think. I'm worthless I'm worthless , I tell myself over and over. As soon as I step in the shower I feel the warm water brush over my scars and send shivers up my spine to my neck. I feel pain in my arm from the night before when my dad was mad, it seems like he's mad everyday, old bruises everywhere. I quickly wash myself, brush my teeth, and throw on black jeans with a normal black shirt , and black converse "Of course." I walk downstairs to see my mom is already gone, somewhere and my dad is passed out on the couch. Beer bottles broken everywhere and the smell of cigarettes filled the air. Looking in the fridge disappointed to see there's no food. Oh the usually I think and shrug "I'm not hungry anyways." As I walk Away I see a note on the counter. "Weird."
Frank
I've gone to a friends house for a couple of hours, and won't be home till late tonight. We're running out of money dear, and it's time you've gotten a job so after school please stop by the mall or something,
Love Mom.
"Thanks Linda, much appreciated. Leave me alone with this drunk." I say as I look over at my "dad". As I walk out of my house, and into the Jersey streets heading towards school on an chilly morning, jamming my headphones in and blocking out the world till I get to hell. "This outta be great." I say as I sigh and walk up the steps and into the school. As soon as I know hands are grabbing me and pulling me away towards the boys locker room.
End of chapter one. I'm so excited wo
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FanfictionFrank is seventeen and is in need of a job. Gerard works at a music store in their local mall, and on one fateful day everything changes.
