I need u •jikook•

YONGSEOHAE

Seokjin goes after Taehyung , throwing open the door of the room Taehyung and Jimin once shared. He finds taehyung with his back turned towards him, throwing his fists at the wall. Seokjin quickly runs up to him, throwing his arms around the younger boy's waist. Taehyung screams as he turns around, punching Seokjin instead. He gets thrown off of the younger, landing against the cold bed the once belonged to Jimin. Taehyung's sobs grow louder as he throws himself at his hyung, fists landing everywhere he can hit him. 

Seokjin wraps his arms around him again, pressing his shaking body to his own. The crying boy's punches grow weaker, until they stop, only tears remaining. He looks so broken, body trembling and wrecked sobs leaving his throat, hands desperatly clawing at Seokjin's chest. 

"bring him back Jin, please bring him back. I can't- I need Jimin" His hyung just drags his long fingers through the younger's hair. "You know I can't taetae, he's gone. I miss him too." Taehyung starts crying harder again arms now wrapped around his hyung, looking for the familiar warmth Jimin used to give him, now having lost that feeling forever. 

Once the sound of his cries dies down, the room feels too cold, too big, until Taehyung's shaking voice cuts through the silence again. "I, I love him hyung." Seokjin's hand in his hair stops. "What?" Taehyung looks up at him with red eyes, breaking Seokjin's heart. "I love him, he's my best friend" The elder sighs before wraping his arms around him a little bit tighter, rocking his fragile body. "Do you want to talk about it taetae?" Taehyung is quiet for a moment, considering if he should. "yes." Seokjin squeezes his arm comfortingly, waiting for the younger to start talking. 

"I love him so much. I knew something was wrong. I asked him what was goin on a day before- before he-" A tear escapes his eye, and he pauses before continuing. "He told me he loves Jungkook, that he can't ever love anyone else. That he won't ever love anybody ever again. I could've known what he was going to do Jin, I should have seen it." Seokjin shushes him. "You couldn't have known Taheyungie, nobody really knew what was going on." 

Taehyung shakes his head at that, a tremble in his voice as he speaks again. "except for Jeongguk. It's his fault" Seokjin looks shocked. "Don't ever say that. Ever. It's not his fault." Taehyung pushes his hyung off of him as he jumps up. 

"But it is! He's the one that rejected him, called him disgusting, beat him up even though Jimin loved him! If he could just act like a normal human being none of this would've happened! Everything would be okay, Jimin wouldn't have killed himslef, I would still have my friend!" 

Taehyung storms out of the room again. Seokjin hears more screaming coming out of the living room, and he quickly follows Taehyung back. He stumbles into the room just in time to see Taehyung's fist colliding with Jeongguk's cheeck, Namjoon trying to pull him off of the youngest but getting hit in his stomach in the process. Jeongguk just lets him, not even bothering to fight back as Taehyung keeps on hitting him, screaming at him. 

"It's all your fault" His fits hits Jeongguk against his left cheek. "He loved you" Taehyung kicks him in the stomach. "You didn't deserve him" Jeongguk feels his legs give out underneath him when Taehyung picks him up and throws him against the wall as he had done with Jimin almost a year ago. "I hate you" The now hysterical Taehyung delivers one final blow to his former friend before getting pulled away by Namjoon. Taehyung bites his hand and gets hit in return. "God damn it Taehyung, get your shit together!" Jeongguk gets picked up in Seokjin's arms, clinging onto him like his life depends on it. He looks at Taehyung one last time, speaking to him in his soft voice.

"forgive me"