Fixing What Little We Can

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The rough rain thrummed loudly against my wings as I winged my way back home. Landing a block away in the woods, I walked toward my house. When I went into the full form I was both beautiful and completely terrifying. Running into the house and kicked off my boots. Screaming at mom that I was home I ran upstairs as fast as I could and shut my door behind me. Leaning back against my door I tried (and failed) to process everything Logan had told me. I also tried (and yet again, failed) to understand my attraction to him, a mixed feeling of hate and affection all wrapped up into one very frustrating ball.

 To keep myself busy, I organized my clothes by color, OCD, (I had figured that word out when my mom found me arranging my Skittles) obsessive-compulsive disorder. Of course, I had never thought of it as a disorder, it was just my fascination with even numbers and color arranged (ok maybe a little disorder!) after fixing everything I possibly could in my life, I dejectedly threw myself onto my bed, Looking out the window I saw the glorious fading night sky, as the gamblers and partygoers were just starting what their "day". It seemed that the later it got, the busier the city seemed.

 I hear my mom call me for dinner as I peeled my eyes off the window suddenly wanting to fly away from my current situation. Thoughts ran rampant through my head as I stumbled down the carpeted stairs to the dining room table. I excused myself as soon as I could, escaping back to my room as I watched the glorious city begin to fade just like my heart.

I scooped up a handful of water and washed my hands slowly. I then filled them with water once more and splashed it over my face. I stared into the mirror, and my eyes were filled with sadness.

Why? I wondered

Why?

Why?

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