My Heart Is The First He Has Owned (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 8.

I run out of the Campus hall and find my dorm, i guess i am going to have to discover my room mate now. I couldn't care, i just want to get into bed and cry. Everything is to much, i want to go back to the time when Harry didn't even knew i exsisted. It was so much better then. 

I ran up the flight of stairs to find my dorm, found it. I barged it not caring it anyone was in here. 

"Just come in" The female voice snaps. Great, a snappy one. I stand up and ssigh.

"Sorry, bad day" I say, i then full onto my bed and sigh.

"Harry?" She asks. My head shoots up and i stare at her with wide eyes.

"Im Molly, i was down stairs when you spoke to him" She says laughing. I raise my eyebrows at her. "Friend of Harrys" She adds. 

"Oh" is all i manage to get out, great. One of Harry's friends as my room mate, just a great way to see him more.

"He only kissed you, you know you don't need to be so addicted to him" She says rolling her eyes. I scoff at her and get off my bed. I already hate her. "Just saying, he doesn't love anyone, the amount of times hes done me and Chantelle, he is the best in bed though, he .. " 

"I don't care im not gunna fuck him!" I snap at her, she shoots me a glare as the door goes. I turn around and of course he is stood there. 

"Not gunna fuck who?" He says staring at me. I glare at him and walk into the bathroom, this is all to much for one day. 

Harry POV.

Amelia is Molly's room mate. Great.

"She said she isn't going to fuck you" Molly says smirking at me. Sometimes this girl annoys the hell outta me. 

"Like i care? Its not about the sex" I say, even shocked with myself. "im joking, thats all it about" I add on quickly. She stares at me. 

"Don't say you have feelings for her?" she asks. I shake my head. 

"No, thats to far. I never have feelinggs for anyone" I snap. She nods, truth is i mentally am thinking of her 24/7 but i cant tell you that. 

Just then, Amelia walks out of the bathroom, she glares up at me and i cant help but smirk. Molly walks out slams the door. 

"What!?" She snaps. I laugh at her, how she gets angry at me for nothing. 

"Nothing" I say smirking. your beautiful, i want to pin you down to the bed and fuck you because you drive me fucking crazy.

No Harry you can't. 

"I don't understand you!" She yells. My head shoots up in her direction what? 

"What?" I say raising my eyebrows. 

"You everything! your standing in my room staring at me!?" She yells again. 

"Stop yelling for fuck sake! you drive me insane and i don't know what to fucking do!" I yell back at her. She takes a step back and i know she is hiding her fear. I don't want her to be afraid of me, I take a step towards her and cup her face.

Just then i crash my lips into hers. She responds by kissing me back, i lift her up and cup my hands around her thighs as her legs go around my waist. I push her against the wall and grind myself into her. I cup her thighs tighter and let out a moan. I feel her whimper at the tightness im gripping her thighs but i don't care. 

I pull her away from the wall and push her down on the bed. Im hovering over her still kissing her. She is still kissing me, but what am i doing? My body has taken over and i can't stop.  

Amelia POV. 

Hes kissing me again. But this time hes pinned me to the wall, now im laying on my bed with him hovering over him. I'm kissing me back but i shouldn't be! Hes a jerk, after what he said earlier, now hes kissing me? 

He hisses as his lips leave mine and his leaves soft kisses along my jawline, i grab a fist full of his hair and pull it, he moans in response. 

"Im going to show you what its like" He whispers. I know exactly what he is on about, unless he doesn't mean that far, but he means sexually. I gulp down and don't answer. What am i suppose to do? 

He sends fireworks through my body, and i can't find the words to tell him to stop, my body is heating up just at the thought, and i don't know what to do, im lost for words. Im lost. 

"Do you want that?" He hisses at me. Without thinking i just nod, crap. 

His hand slides down my body and comes in contact with my thigh, i gulp as shivers run down my body. 

He pulls my skirt above my waist and i stare at him, he might be a jerk, but that doesn't mean he isn't beautiful. He smirks at me causing my cheeks to flush, i close my eyes and lay my head back down on the bed. 

When he finally gets to the hem of my tights my eyes shoot open and i find him topless. I gasp at his torso, covered in tattoo's, a butterfly right in the middle of his chest (a/n:you all know what Harrys butterfly looks like i hope?;-)) with loads of other tattoos around, hes got too birds on both side of his chest side, numerous tattoos on his arms, he smirks down at me noticing me staring. 

"Enjoy?" He asks smirking. I flush and look away. His hand comes in contact with my tights again. "I think first we will do this with your tights on" He mumbles against my hip as he leaves kissing again me. I nod in response and his hand goes to the bottum of my stomach. 

He smiles up at me, warmly. I smile back as his hand goes down, he rubs slowly on my senstive area, im not sure what he is doing, but it doesn't feel bad. He carries on but adds more pressure, my body heats and my hips buck. I grab a fist full of the bed sheet as he carries on adding more pressure. I've never exprienced this, but damn does it feel good. 

I feel my cheeks redden as i get hotter and breath heathly. "You're nearly there" He says, i nod not sure what he is going on about. He adds a little more pressure, nearly putting his finger through my tights. I gulp as i feel ready. 

"Dammit Amelia" Harry moans. I grab fist full of his hair and tug on it as i come undone under his touch. I sigh deeply trying to catch my breath back. I tug on his hair to pull him up to my face and crash my lips into his again. 

I kiss down his jawline and get to his neck, planting soft kisses on his neck. "Fuck" He moans. "Unless you want me to fuck you i suggest you stop" He growls, i don't want him to fuck me but i don't want to stop.

I keep planting kisses on his neck and i feel him tense. "Stop it, thats enough for today" He says pulling away from me and smirking. 

What did i just do?