One More Word // jjk [ ON HOLD ]

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"Hey. Are you okay?" Jungkook asks once I had stepped inside our dorm. Throwing my phone onto my bed before walking up to the bathroom. I know he followed me all the way there, his presence clearly alarming my senses as I stared at my reflection.

He leans into the door frame as he watched me. I sighed, "Help me out," I silently plead. He carefully walks up to me before holding up my hair. "Okay, slowly, don't force it out..." His voice was soft, filling my ears as I close my eyes trying to relax my whole system.

Not until I let out a vomit. Jungkook rubbing my back carefully and soothingly. I burst out more, the thoughts in my head making it more hard to focus. Everything is just messed up to me right now. He hands me a towel, tucking hair strands behind my ear.

"I'm going to get water." He says after leading me out of the bathroom.

He comes back immediately, a glass of water in hand as he sat down beside me on my bed. "What happened?" He asks as I gulp down the liquid, in hopes that my heart slows down.

His hand was still rubbing my back as I tried my hardest to stay calm. I was never the type of person to ever stay calm though, I would always be scared of things. Jungkook softly sings a song to my ear, making me feel more safe as I put the glass on the table between our beds and I wrapped my arms around him.

I know he smiled, his arms pulling me into his embrace as his chin rested on top of my head. "You're safe with me..." He mumbles and I smile, "I'm glad to know that" He chuckles as he lets go of me. "You better rest, let's talk in the evening." Jungkook offers and I nod.

Waking up from my nap didn't go so well. Once I had opened my eyes, the images of Jimin and the rest of them were in my head, what could've possibly happened if Hoseok wasn't there. Not like they would kill me, I know it could be harm.

Silence surrounded the room, sitting up from bed as I glanced left to right and looking at the bed which is about two feet away from mine to see him sleeping peacefully on his bed.

Hair messed up, his face half buried into his pillows, his lips slightly parted. His legs were covered with the sheets. Damn Ellie, what are you doing?

Well, he is a beautiful human being.

I didn't even know what to say when I first laid eyes on him. "Wake up" I called.

Kicking him on his side before walking up to the small kitchen. "What do you want for dinner?" I ask when I heard his movements from the bed noises.

"Let's just go to the cafeteria." a light voice muttered, my heart racing when it rung in my ears.

"I think the cafeteria's closed."

"It stays open until 10, what are you saying?" His voice muffled, guessing he buried his head into his pillow.

I roll my eyes, "then you wouldn't want to miss dinner. Get up." I stretch out my hand, offering to it in chances he might take it - and he did. Sitting up from bed as he yawned.

"Fix yourself, god, you look terrible." I giggle as he playfully glares at me. "I'll wait for you here," sitting on his bed as he smiled at me while flickering the bathroom lights open.

Jungkook is a nice person, Hoseok seems to trust him too. I don't find anything I can't trust Jungkook in - most importantly that I fell asleep ahead of him and woke up to nothing different and that he had slept on his bed instead of sleeping on mine despite all of the chances he had.

What I don't like about him is that he's too comfortable to be around me shirtless. Just like that, he walked out of the bathroom, his white shirt halfway off his arms as he walked up to his closet to pull out a black shirt, tossing the white one to his bed.

"Are you sure you can find that shirt later? Like the sheets are white, your shirt is white."

"That would be the least of your concerns, thank you."

I just giggled, taking both of our phones and walking out of our dorm. Jungkook turned the lights off and we walked towards the cafeteria.

He would start small talks - as I said, he does try to talk to me - but eventually I would end it with a smile or a giggle and he sighed when I did it for the fifth time. Finally making it to our destination, he pulls me inside. Bright smiles met my gaze as I scanned the whole place.

Noisy chatter and laughter was circulating in the room and a short line was ahead of us. I didn't know most of them preferred dinner here - well, Jungkook and I wouldn't have dinner here if we weren't feeling lazy tonight. "What do you want?" He asks, pointing to the display of what's in it for the students.

"I'll just have what you have." he just smiles at me, a smirk plastered on his face as his eyes sparkled at me. How I wish we weren't just room mates.

"Ellie!" familiar voices called and I turned around to see Bernette and the others. Ugh, a long day it is, "Babe." i stopped from my tracks.

Wait did I hear that right?

I turned around to look at Jungkook, his expression clearly stating that he's wondering why I'm suddenly walking away from him, "did I hear you correctly?"

"What do you want me to call you?"

"I-" I looked behind me to look at Hoseok, silently praying he didn't hear Jungkook at all. But unfortunately he seemed to have heard it, his gaze darkening towards the tall boy who is two persons away from the counter.

I don't know anymore. "It's up to you honestly but I don't think it's right to call me that when we're not together." Jungkook chuckles, although it was barely audible due to the noise inside the place.

"You're scared of your big brother? Jeez, not like he could do anything to me. Not like anyone in Section 15 could hurt me."

Section 15?

"Section 15?" I echoed and he nods, "that group over there... they're Section 15."