One More Word // jjk [ ON HOLD ]

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Ellie

"god, didn't know Hoseok was that obnoxious." Jungkook complains as we walked back to our dorm. I giggle, "face it, he's like that most of the time most especially when I'm with boys." Jungkook chuckles.

The bright smile on his face as he looked at me, "yikes." He splutters and I playfully hit his arm. Jungkook grabbed my hand, "if you want to hold it it'll be okay with me." I say and he shakes his head.

The atmosphere becoming a bit uncomfortable as it was dull and the hallways empty but just us walking together, he doesn't do anything. "I don't want to be something you'd regret."

What does he mean?

There were only two things I regret in my whole life:

1. I left my room door open and when I returned my room got filled with ants.

2. Going to Gwangju to study in this university.

I used to regret coming here but when I realized it wasn't so bad, I guess I could work it out. "Most especially when I met you..." I continued out loud and Jungkook smiles, pulling my wrist as we neared our dorm. "I don't want to make you regret anything anymore longer." He mumbles.

He unlocks the door and we both enter, "Sshhh.." he places his finger on my lips and we both drop on my bed. "I just want to stay like this for a little while." He wraps his arms around me, being the submissive person I am, I wrap mine around him and his chin rests on top of my head as I hear him sing another song.

I feel safe in his arms and I don't know why. It was something different Hoseok's embrace that I feel more lax in his hold and I want to stay like this forever. Jungkook combs my hair as I almost drift to sleep but then I heard his voice again.

"But please be something I'd keep. I can mark mine and won't leave me."

"Jungkook? What do you mean?"

"These past few days... I've been wanting to do things with you. I wanted to hug you, I wanted you to feel more comfortable with me. I wanted you, I just-" He stops.

His eyes locked gazes with mine. "It's too early for us to be like this, isn't it?"

"I don't know..."

"Ellie... ugh!"

"Jungkook, what is it? tell me. I swear I won't be angry, I won't be mad." He pulls me closer to him, I could hear his heartbeat and I put my hand to it only to feel his cold skin and feel his almost faint heartbeat onto me. I bit my lip.

Jungkook heaves a sigh, his nose touching mine and I look at him, "you think you're in love with me?" I ask and he shakes his head. "I'm infatuated."

I smile, intertwining our fingers as I placed a kiss on his nose making him scrunch it. "I kinda like you too." Carressing his cheek and he opens his eyes only to see a different color to it.

The same color I saw back at that place, back to where I feared everything. But why do I still feel calm, how come I don't feel scared. I don't want to run away from him, he kisses my forehead and I close my eyes.

knock.

We stayed completely quiet, not minding who might be behind that door but yet the person knocks again, "I think you should answer that." he softly giggles, letting go of each other as I stood up to open the door.

"Kuya! what are you doing here?" I smile, Hoseok standing in front of me, his hands inside his pocket and I heard Jungkook shift to a different position on my bed and I held back a giggle.

Jungkook

this guy wants me dead, he's been watching me, looking at me from head to toe and been telling me to do this and that. I'm not surprised he passed by to check on his precious little sister, not like I would hurt her.

My phone started vibrating, pulling it out of my pocket as I felt Hoseok's gaze avert to me, their conversation loud and clear into my ears as I replied to Taehyung's text message. The door was finally closed and I burst into fits of laughter. 

"Isn't he satisfied with you breathing in one piece."

"Shut it, he's just concerned, brothers are always like that."

"Yeah, I have a brother but he isn't like that to me." She pulls me to an embrace as she sighs, "Please just shut up. Hug me again," she demands and I chuckle. "Oh, princess, you'll wake up in my arms, would you want that?"

She shifts closer to me and I could feel her breathe tickling my skin, "as long as I'm in your arms, I'm alright."

I sigh, knowing she had already drifted fast asleep. I planted a kiss on her forehead and listened to her heartbeat. If only you are in love with me, I could've already done it. But for now, I'll one bite mark.

Just one.