Hypothetically Thinking

Note 13-#hateaiden

I can't say I'll swim any sea
Or walk any mile for free
I might not bring you the moon
But I'll give my all to you
All I can say is that I really love you- Nicole Wray "Silly Love Songs"

2 Months Later

My phone rung interuptting my sleep,I sat up, removing Sasha's head off of me,she rolled over and buried her self under the covers. I reached for the phone,  and a picture of India  and I was on the screen.

"Hello" I yawned.

"Baby guess what?!" India shouted excitedly.

"What babe?"

"I have full custody of Jeremiah!"

"That's good Dee."

Alivia entered the room butt naked with a plate of food, she sat infront of me and began feeding me, the eggs tasted bland so I spit it out and her shooed her away.

"Aiden are you listening to me? I'm comin home, I should be there Wednesday."

"Okay baby"

"Aiden, why every time we get on the phone you sound so uninterested, and you don't never call me, im the one always calling. What's goin' on?" her tone sound miserable, I shook my head and rubbed my face.

"Hold on baby" I put on my basketball shorts that was laying on ground and grabbed my crotch as I stepped out on the balcony.

"How you been beautiful?"

"Fine, I miss you. I feel like we're fallin apart though. Do you miss me?"

"Yeah I miss you. We're not falling apart."

"I think this was a bad idea, you-- you don't like me anymore, I've been to clingy and the love is fading away, you don't want m--"

"Hush Dee, I love you. I'm just going through a  lot of shit right now, alright? I love you, you ain't doin shit wrong, I - it's me. When you get  here imma make everything up to you."

"Okay, well I gotta go, J

"Hey?"

"Yeah A?"

"I love you love bug"

"I love you too baby, im gonna go home on Wenesday, tomorrow I'm going to my daddies grave."

"Okay baby, do you, I'll be waiting for y'all."

"Bye boo" she hung up.

"Daddy, can I talk to you for a minute?"

I looked up and saw Alivia wearing one of my t-shirts, her curly was wild and the hickey's I gave her were showing on her neck and thighs 

"Nah, but you can wake up Sasha and dip, my  girl comin back so I'm done with you, I  gotta  get my shit together"

"Whatever" she lifted up her hands "bitch ass" I heard her mumble 

India 🌺🍃  (Two days later)

Aiden placed Jeremiah and I bags in the center of the living room, as we walked in. I looked around and the place was mess, his clothes were laid out everywhere, beer bottles were on the floor, dishes were everywhere,  I wasn't excited to see our bed room or the kitchen.

"Aiden, why does my house looks li-- like a crack house. It looks like you haven't cleaned since I left, like damn I'm scared to take off my jacket, we may have roaches"

"Roaches? I don't like roaches mom." Jeremiah said worried.

"You should be fine baby, there's no roaches in here, I hope." I said "imma clean up"