Hypothetically Thinking

In Reality

This chapter is dedicated to Prince 💜
One of my favorite artist, I've been sad. It's like ever since he left earth a tiny piece of my heart left with him. I love you! 💞💞 I am an old soul so yes I loved his music. This chapter will be based off one his songs. Let's see how I do,

India 🌺 🍃

What if I was to leave you? Would you actually care? Would it break your heart to know that I'm gone. These are answers I need to no.

"India! Put that down now!" Aiden yelled as he slapped the gun out of my hand, I looked at him while furrowing my eyebrows.

"You should just let me die A" I started to fall over but he catched me and sat on the floor with me in his lap, the room spinned and I felt vomit comin up but I was able to swallow it.

"Why you touchin' the gun Indie? Why you trynna kill yourself?"

"Jerrel asked me the same thing....he told me if I kill myself it isn't gonna change him, he'll be sad but it wouldn't be nothin', I'll just be dead." I whined.

"That nigga didn't deserve you baby."

"When ima find a man that loves me huh?! When ima find a that got his shit together and not crazy."

"I'm right here."

I looked him in his eyes as tears fell from mine. "Aiden, every man I been with has done me so wrong, I'm like this because of you! Because of you!"

"What I do to you huh? What did I do to you?"

"I got raped because of you! A-A I'm just tired. Of being hurt by all of these men. All I wanna do is be loved and have a normal life."

He swallowed and kissed my forehead.

"What do I have to do to give that to you?"

"I need to focus on myself. I-I fought hard for us but this is not going to work out. Everything is going into scandals. My son hates me because of you."

"India, why are you tryna leave? Hm?"

"I need to stay away from you. After what happen to me that night, I can't even look at you!" I cried and he held me tight.

"So you want me to leave you?"

"Yes Aiden, I need to be away from you."

He pushed me off of him as the gun was in his hand. I rubbed my eyes and looked up at his saddened face.

"So you want me to leave?" He put the gun to his temple and I froze.

"You want me to leave?" Aiden asked.

"A-A...don't do it. Please."

"Your the reason why I'm fucked up India, I killed all these souls for you! And now your not gonna be here for me." He cried.

"Aiden I can't be in this dysfunctional relationship anymore."

"You can't?" He cocked the gun and shedded more tears.

"Aiden." I said softly as I stood up and walked over to his tall figure slowly then I tried to grab the gun but he put it out of my reach.