Dark Secrets. ( Harry Styles Fanfic)

Fear.

Emmy's POV

We have been sitting in the waiting room for about three hours now. I honestly don't think I've ever cried  like I have tonight. Sarah hasn't shed one tear. Every fiber in my body just wants to scream at her, but I know she's keeping it together for little E. I felt numb. Nothing about this felt real. Dan was a good person. Actually Dan was close to perfect. The perfect hair, perfect smile, perfect teeth, perfect body, and perfect family. Why him? Why? I felt little E jump out of my arms. I looked up and saw that she was running towards Louis, Niall, Liam, Zayn and Harry. They all looked like crap. 

When all five of them saw me I could see all the tension on their faces fade. I guess when Sarah called them earlier she didn't really explain everything. Harry ran towards me and wrapped me in his arms. He sighed and started rubbing circles on my back. Damn, I really don't want to let him go. He pulled apart from our embrace and took my hand and walked over towards the chairs. When we sat down E jumped into Harry's lap. Cutest thing ever. 

" I brought you shoes and a jacket." Harry smiled.

" Thank you." I smiled.

" Where's.. Where's El?" My voice cracked.

" She went to the cafeteria to get you and Sarah ice cream." Niall smiled.

" It's nice to see a friendly smile." Sarah spoke with such confidence. 

" Emmy!!!!!" El  ran towards us.

" Hi El." I faked smiled.

She handed Sarah and I our ice cream. It surprisingly made me feel 10x better. Everyone just sat in silence. It wasn't awkward it was actually a very comfortable silence. When the doctor walked out everybody stood up and got tense. I absolutely hate doctors. 

* Flashback*

I quickly ran over to my mom. She smiled at me and then went limp. She can't be dead. Not my mom.

" You killed her!" I shouted at Jones.

Jones just shook his head and dropped his knife. I remembered that my mom kept a gun in her nightstand. I kissed her forehead one last time and set her down gently. I ran over to her nightstand and grabbed the gun. I pointed it at Frank. His face went pale. I thought seriously about shooting his head, but that would be the easy way out for him. 

" I'm not going to kill you. I want you to carry the memory forever that you killed my mother." I said.

I closed my eyes and shot. It hit his shin. I shot one more time and this time it hit him in the man parts. I meant to do that. I dropped the gun and just stood there.

" Come on Em! We have to go. I already called the police." J said.

I just let him drag me out the back door. All four ass holes have already run away. I watched the ambulance run inside and come out minutes later with a body bag. 

" Are you Ms. Young?" The doctor asked.

" Yes. It's Emmy." I said.

" Well Emmy if you and Mrs. Jones would step into the hallway with me." He smiled.

Sarah grabbed my hand and squeezed it as hard as she could. I did the same back. We stood in the hallway. I could still see the boys, El, and little E. Harry gave me a weak smile but I just turned back towards the Doctor.

" Well Mr. Jones burns were very severe. We tried our best, but unfortunately we couldn't save him. I'm terribly sorry." The Doctor said.

Sarah's face went pale and for a minute I swear she stopped breathing. My body went numb and I fell to the floor and put my head in my hands and started crying. It felt like my world just crumbled. I can't believe this. E has to grow up without a father now. This is all happening to fast. I felt a pair of arms wrap around me. I didn't know who it was, but I buried my face into their chest and screamed.