Dark Secrets. ( Harry Styles Fanfic)

Happiness comes with a price.

Emmy's POV

I had helped El get changed and wrapped her in two blankets. I'm still trying to process that I found my best friend dead then she magically came back to life. She just stared at me while I cleaned the bathroom and drained the tub. I'm afraid that if I speak I'll just yell. Niall is down stairs probably in tears. Harry tried staying up here with me to make sure I don't kill her myself, but I made him go down stairs. After I was done cleaning I changed into one of Harry's shirts and black shorts. I threw my hair up into a messy bun and walked back into the room. 

" Em." El said.

" No El. You promised. You promised that this would never happen again." I teared up.

" I know. I know I did. It's just.." El sighed.

" Just what El? Do you want to go back? Huh?" I tried my best to keep calm.

" No I don't want to. It's just all the hate it got to me, then Dan died, and it ruined me." El said.

" So you're just going to try and kill yourself without thinking about who you're hurting first?" I bit my lip.

" I.. I don't know." El sighed.

" I'm taking you to Charleston. I've already called and checked you in. It's a three month program. Don't try and fight me on it. Niall needs you. You're going to get better. Pack your bag." I said and walked out of the room.

Harry's head popped up when he heard my footsteps. He hugged me and I couldn't keep the tears in any longer.  Harry has become my best friend this past week. It's awesome, but I hate how much crap he's gone through because of me. I've had a really shitty day. I just want Pizza and cuddles. Niall stood up and walked towards me. I hugged him. I rubbed his back and said it's okay. It's not okay though, but someone needs to say it.

" I'm ready." El said with her two duffel bags in her hands.

" I'll put your stuff int the car." I said.

Before I walked out I watched Niall and El have their last hug and kiss for three months. I felt like a jerk but this needs to happen. I put El's duffel bags in the backseat and got in the front seat. I can't cry because she won't go if I do. I have to stay strong for the both of us. El walked out of the house and got in the passenger seat. I pulled out and headed towards Charleston. 

The two hour ride was deadly silent. I didn't mind though. When I pulled into the parking lot of Charleston. I had to say something.

" El you know I'm doing this because... Because I love you right?" I choked on the last words.

" Did you just say I love you to me?" El said shocked.

" I did. I want you to get better. I want you to feel happy again. This is the best place for that to happen. Can you please write down all your account names and passwords to all social websites?" I asked handing her a notepad.

" Yeah." She scribbled away.

" Here you go." She handed me the notepad.

" Promise me one thing El?" I asked.

" Anything." She smiled.

" Promise me you won't do this for me or for Niall, but for you?" I asked.

" Why do you think I didn't try to argue?" She stated.

" I take that as a "I Promise"." I smiled.

I got out of the car and grabbed her bags and walked inside. When we walked in El was greeted by a bunch of little girls. I walked to the front door and signed her papers and got her wristband. I walked over to El and handed her her bags and wristband.