Recover.

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( I re-wrote the last chpter guys!

Say Something- Great Big World Ft Christina A.)

Harry's POV

I sat in the rain for what seemed like hours. She left without a word. Not a single word. I keep replaying everything. I couldn't fix her. That's what hurts me the most. I cry harder thinking that. I see Louis take a seat in the rain next to me. He offers me an umbrella, and I take it. He looks sad now. I'm such a fuck up.

" Louis, I'm sorry I ruined your night." I say weakly.

" I would say it's alright, but it's really not. She really loved you bro. You let her go, and now she's not so sure she wants to come back. Liam and I saw the whole fight. You shouldn't have let her walk away. One, because she's hurt. Two, because I could tell she wanted you too fight for her. I know I'm not helping, but try again tomorrow." He smiles.

" Louis, I'm so sorry.." I keep repeating it.

"Quit Harry. We're fine. Let's go inside." He helps me up.

On the walk back I decide I'll go and talk with her tomorrow. After that I'll let her recover.

Emmy's POV

After Harry and I's encounter yesterday I've realized two things. One: I am madly in love with him, and I can't do jack squat about it. Two: Never walk with a twisted ankle. 

I'm sat in the middle of my room at around noon trying to clean when the doorbell rings. El answers it and I hear someone walking up the steps. I look up to see Harry standing there in black skinny jeans, those ugly brown boots, and a rolling stones t-shirt. He comes over and sits beside me. I scoot away. That earns a frown from him.

" Well your room looks like shit." He laughs.

" Yeah, it's called Modern Art Harry." I smile.

" Exactly. Looks like shit." He says.

I throw a pillow at him, and he catches it. He sighs. Right there with you man.

" Need help Emerald?" He asks.

It's so nice to hear my actual name come out of his mouth. I nod and he starts picking up glass, and vacuuming. I start on all my clothes and drawers. He probably thinks I'm some kind of psycho. Family genes man. After all the cleaning is done, Harry helps flip my bed back over and adjust the sheets. It's 12:30 now. I sigh and sit on the bed. Harry sits a few ten inches away. He looks like he needs to say something but can't.

" Harry, it's just me. You can say whatever." I say gently.

" I know. It's just.... Why did you walk away from me last night?" He looks at me.

" Hard question to answer really. I just felt like we need some time to ourselves." I lie.

" Bullshit. We've had three months for that Emerald." He stands.

" Fine. you want to know why? because I'm scared to death to let you back in. No one in my life stays and that's how I like it. Then you show up and manage to squeeze your way in my life. I hated it. I still hate it. Do you not understand I'm a ticking time bomb? I'm not safe to be around Harry. It's better this way." I'm dizzy after my speech.

" No it's not. You know it's not. You needed me that's why I stayed, and I just so happened to fall madly in love with you during the process. I need you too Emerald. Why don't you get that?" 

The room falls silent. I'm now against the wall, and he's right in front of me. I just stare. He's right, but I won't accept it. My phone rings, I grab it and I look at it. Dani. It's a text message.

Princess D: Dance session then lunch? xoxo.

Me: On my way. x

Harry sighs and walks away. I grab his arm, and he turns around hope on his face.

" Dinner tonight?" I ask.

He smiles and walks away. I quickly change into my clothes, write El a note, then leave.

Dani and I dance for an hour. We start heading to the resturant when she says ' Liam told me a lot about you and him'. I wipe the sweat off my forehead, and shake me head.

" He's got it coming." I laugh.

I tell Dani everything, and she starts crying. Yes, cry for me. I give thanks for your tears I can't cry. Thank you. Then she looks slightly puzzeled. She starts rambling on and on about how much she loves me and how Harry and I should be safe. She seriously is my mother. So annoying, but lovely. 

After Lunch, which I only ate a salad so it wasn't lunch, we pulled back into the lot. We said goodbye then she drove off. I got in my car and tried starting it. I set my phone down and slam on the steering wheel.

" You piece of shit car." I yell.

I grab my jacket and start walking home. Fucking thirty minutes. I hate everything. I start thinking about what I should cook for Harry and I , when I start getting this odd feeling. Like somethings not right. When my house is in sight, the feeling explodes into panic. El's car is smashed up and the door is busted down. Only conclusion: Frank.

I run quickly behind the house and jump our fence. I quietly slide the door open and listen.

" You guys are such dicks!" Niall shouts.

" We know." Fucking Jonah says.

Such a clever name for an Idiot. I look on the ground shattered glass, if I step they'll hear me. So I stay put and listen. It's muffled for a few minutes then finally I get some clarity. 

" It says she is still at the studio. Let's go get her. Jonah stay here." Frank says.

"Yes sir." I can hear the smile.

I wait until Jonah starts laughing to finally move. He may be my twin, but he got the psycho genes. Okay, I have them too but mine are more decent than his. I step quickly, but on my last step the glass cracks. Fuck me.  Jonah turns around and starts walking towards the back door. He opens the door.  Once he steps oustide, I slam the door shut and lock it. Jonah smiles at me. I  run into the living room and on one couch is Dani and Liam tied together, Niall and El, and Harry. The other couch is Zayn and Perrie, Louis and Elenour. He was going to kill them as couples. That bastard. They see me and start wigling. I rip the gags out of there mouths and they start screaming my name.

" Be quiet!" I shout.

" What happened?"

" We were all coming over for dinner. Harry invited us and we walk straight into this. Were you apart of the mob or something?" Zayn says.

" No. They're my brothers and Dad." I fake smile.

"Crazy fucking family. No way you're in it though." He laughs.

I grab a secret knife from under the couch and cut them free. They start laughing at me. I roll my eyes and Harry hugs me very tightly and kisses my head. I pull away. Not now boy.

" I need to hide you guys." I say.

BOOM. The back door flies open. Jonah comes rushing in right at me. He grabs me and I start kicking and slapping. He does nothing, but tighten his grip on me. Ouch. He throws me on the ground outside and starts hiting me. I get a few good punches in, but shit am I weak. A gun goes off and Jonah stops. His shoulder starts pouring blood. He stands up.

" What the hell Dad?" He screams.

" Sorry son." He looks at me.

" Well, well, well." He smiles.

The other boys throw my family on the lawn. Yes. This has been my family all along. Why Couldn't I realize that before I'm met with death? Frank grabs my shirt and throws me back down.

I'm in trouble. 

( I'm sad. Book only has one more chapter left... :(  Guess who's back? Back again. FRANK!!!) 

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