We've been back from tour now for two weeks and it's time to say good bye to Ethan and Grayson. I've seen both boys so much these past two weeks and Grayson and I have spent every spare moment together.
My heart aches and I feel sick...
They came over to my house to say good bye. I hugged Ethan first and wished him good luck and then gave Grayson a big, long hug and a passionate kiss on the lips. He hugged me and whispered in my ear;
"I love you, always"
I pulled away, turned my face away unable to look, and they left. My heart hurt; not knowing when I will see him again and knowing that we are "on a break." What does that even mean? I know I was the one who decided it but I have so many thoughts...
Will he find someone new in LA?
Will he forget about me?
Will the break turn into a break up?
Will I even see him ever again?
I didn't want to take a break but I'm too cautious and scared to do a long distance relationship at the moment. He means the world to me though but I'm sure it's for the best. Who knows, we might still get back together later. I just think he needs time to settle in properly, be comfortable in a new home, see his friends and find his feet in the ever growing LA.
That's the day I went onto a teen chat site, not really knowing what I was doing but feeling extremely lonely. I needed something to take my mind off the pain of Grayson leaving.
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