fightclub • sw (#Wattys2016)

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I was in the middle of my fourth Disney movie when my phone rang. Tiarra was facetiming me. It was about one pm here, so it was either four or five there. I answer to her, with tears streaming down her cheeks.

"Reh," she choked out.

"What's wrong, do I need to cut his dick off? What's going on?" I nervously tried getting answers but only received choked out sobs.

"I might be pregnant."
My heart dropped. Shit. She's only eighteen.

"It's going to be okay love, you're coming back in two days. We'll take you to the doctors when you get back. Why do you think you might be pregnant?" I never knew her and Chris actually like did that kind of stuff before. Well I sort of did, but not that far.

"We um, you know. And he didn't use a condom, and I'm not on the pill." She lets more tears slip from her eyes.

"Where is he?"

"He's out buying me icecream, we're having a cuddle day." She smiled through her tears.

"Just tell him you might be, I doubt he'll leave girly. Either way it'd be his fault," I try to lighten the situation and she laughs softly wiping her tears. Two knocks sound from the other side of the door and she curses.

"That's him! I'll talk to you later love ya!" She hung up quickly and I laughed setting my phone back on the couch.

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"Reh wake up," Derek shook me.
Tears streamed down my face. "What's wrong love?"

My breathing hitched as I tried to stop crying. "Nightmare." I bring my knees up to my chest, resting my head on them.

"What was it about?"

"Kian," I sigh.

"Tell me about it."

I sat on Kian's bed waiting for him. It was valentine's day so I planned something cute for us. A couple of movies and a bunch of food. He was supposed to come home around five, it was now six. I shrugged it off thinking he was working late or something came up. He didn't know I was here so he was probably busy doing something quick.
"Hurry Babe!" His voice echoed, followed by the thuds of his feet. Babe? I stand up from the bed as soon as Kian opened the door. A tall blonde standing next to him. Oh. Wonderful. Tears streamed down my face. He showed no sympathy. If anything he was angry that I intruded on him and his little slut.
"Get the fuck out! Who the fuck are you?" Kian's words struck a nerve.
"You're fucking girlfriend Kian." This was the one time I actually stood up to him. My own words ended up with me getting my head bashed against a wall. He threw random shit at me and dropped me to the ground. Kicking at my ribs over and over. I cried out in pain, but he kept going.
"I don't love you." He threw a lamp at my head.
"You're fucking ugly god damn what the fuck even." I had no idea which hurt me worse. His words or his actions. What he did next made me want to die right then and there. He picked me up, dragged me to the stairs, and kicked my back, pushing me forward. My face came in contact with his marble floor. My head was bleeding. The room was spinning. My eyes were drooping. I got into my car as fast as I could speeding down the highway. I blacked out. When I woke up the car I was driving had flipped over and I was covered in glass. My tears were now mixed with blood. Luckily no one else was involved in the accident but a tree. The red and blue flashing lights of a police car and an ambulance were the last things I saw before blacking out.

"You never told me that," Jack stood in the doorway, sadness had taken over his features. I look around the room and see all the boys standing or sitting around Derek and I.

"It's not exactly the easiest thing to tell people you got cheated on alot," I mumble.

"Clearly it's not easy to talk about abuse either." Sammy chimed in, his eyes were glossed over. I finally look up at Derek to see him staring at me.

"It's going to be okay," he mumbled wrapping his arms around me. I return the hug and cry into his shoulder.

"How often do your nightmares happen?" Jack stood up walking to us to hug us.

"Alot." I admit.

"Group hug!" Swazz made everyone laugh as he wrapped his arms around everyone else.

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Sammy and I sat on opposite sides of the couch. Each of us on our phones. His smile was lit up by his phone screen and honestly, he's adorable. I sit myself criss cross and text Tiarra.
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MainG😎❤; how'd it go Ti?

GangstaTi😈❤; he's actually really happy about it. :) hes such a cutieeee

MainG😎❤; good to hear that girly, ill ttyl ❤.
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"Check your twitter." Sammy's voice interupted my thoughts and I tap on the twitter icon and go to my notifications. I tap the first one. Sammy tagged you in a tweet.

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@RehannaGilinsky how cute is Lil G?
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I laughed at him and got up to hug him. As soon as I wrapped my arms around him he dragged me down onto the couch next to him.
"Ouch." I fake whined. He chuckled and kissed my cheek.

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