the gosth of me

What does this mean?

"What do you mean?" I asked a little confuse.

"You where out for quite a bit dear." My boyfriend James replied

"O ok" I replied looking around me. I realize that I was in the forest.

"You look confuse." I heard Bardon say. He was one James friend. He had light brown hair with hazelnut brown eyes. I think if I wasn't dating James I would have definitely have a crush on him.

"I kinda am." I replied hoping for an explaintion to why we where in the forest.

"Why are you confuse?" My boyfriend asked me putting his hands on my shoulders. A cold wave washed over my body by his action.

"How did we get in the forest?" I quistion getting straight to the point.

"Don't you remember?"  Brandon asked me leaning forward

"No" I honestly replied looking at my boyfriend. I don't know why but someting about him made me feel unsafe. The sight that once made me feel safe and at home despeard in almost just a second!

"Do you remember when you asked me to change you? Well since you where turning 18 and still wanted to be like us I thought why not?" He said kissing my forehead

"What do you mean?" I asked really confuse. My boyfriend was a vampire and some of his friends werewolf.  I was the normal girl that wanted more then anything to be like them. I know for a fact that not what he ment because he always told me no.

"I turend you my love. That was what you wanted right." I know it was the truth I begged him so long for it but now... My view about everything I ever wanted change in a heart beat. I don't know why but suddenly all I heard was your life over we killed you. I wanted this so why am I so mad. He gave me what I asked for. I should be happy but Im not all of this feels wrong to me.

"How could you?" I spated at him not wanting any part of this life anymore.

"I thought that was what you wanted" He yelled at me his eyes
turning red. He was mad no furious at me and to be honest it really all my fault.

"How can it be what I want? Do you really think what I wanted was to ... to be this monster that you are? I never wanted this to happen." I yelled at him I don't know why I was so angry with him but I was.

"Oh yeah this was all my idea!" He yelled throwing  his fist to sides. I took this as my ? This would properly make his blood boil so much that he actually kill me. Then again he wasn't the only one that was angry.

"Yes it was! I am so glad you admitted it!" I laughed coldly. Why was I acting this way? This was not his fault!

"Oh so now this is my fault? Who the one who begged me to turn her? Who was the one that begged me day and night even if I said no! You never stopped and now that I finally gave in this is my thanks? I thought I was doing you a favor by turning you!" He yelled at me throwing  his arms in the air. His eyes kept on flickering from couler. He was mad that was clear  furious to say the least. His friends just sit there with this evil grin on there faces it was kinda clear that they enjoyed every second of our fight.

"I can't do this anymore." I wisperd my mood suddenly turning from anger to sad.

"What are you saying?" He asked me also not sounding angry anymore. His friends slowly backed of giving us some privacy that I was thankful for.

"I think we should break up." I wisperd.

A/N

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Peace out ~Lizzie