This time

#31

I was sitting with Finn playing chess then I saw something I saw Jesse with Rachel they were married so we're Kurt and Blaine so was Artie and Tina I saw everyone was happy
"What do you see" Finn asked
"Everyone" I said
"Everyone" he asked
"Artie Tina Kurt Blaine Jesse and Rachel" I said
"Jesse" Finn asked
"Rachel and him are married" I said he got up
"That asshole" he said
"Finn Rachel is happy isn't that what you always wanted" I said getting up
"Yeah but Jesse" he said
"Ok let's think it the worst it could have been Brody" I said
"If you would have survived you would have married him most likely" Finn said
"No I wouldn't of" I said
"Whatever what else do you see" he asked
"Rachel's crying" I said
"Why" Finn asked
"Someone mentioned me" I said
"She's not over you" Finn said
"Hell you this is not going to happen" I said then started to walk back and forth
"What's not going to happen" Finn asked
"She's not over me like I was not over you she can't die Finn I would never forgive myself" I said
"Don't worry" Finn said hugged me
"Stop telling me to stop worrying" I said pushing him off he looked at me
"Finn I'm sorry I don't know what happened" I said
"Your up set" he said
"I can't believe it's been 6 years since I died and Rachel is still not over me" I said
"Your eyes" he said
"What about them" I asked
"A second ago they were black" he said
I shrugged
"Finn" I asked sitting down
"Yeah" he asked
"Why didn't you go to New York With Rachel and I" I asked
"I couldn't" he said
"Bull shit" I said getting up he got up
"First of all I didn't tell Rachel I was taking her to the train station" he said
"You black mailed her" I yelled
"It was for Rachel she wouldn't have gone to NYANA if I wouldn't have black mailed her" he said
"If you wouldn't have she would have never met Brody you asshole" I yelled then froze
"What do you see" he asked
"Rachel" I said then smiled
"Why are you smiling" he asked
"She just had a baby and she's giving it to Kurt and Blaine" I said
"See Sam life didn't turn out so bad" he said
"What about you and I we never get to live out are lives" I said
"Well we wait until we are joined by are friends and family" he said
"You're really different from when you died" I said
"You learn stuff being dead" he said